Home

At last i'm in home...
What a relieve moment...
Driving home is really exhausted..
7 hours...
But totally worth it..
Otak terasa lapang dduk umah..
Hahahhaha...
Muahahahaahahaha...

My Wedding Plan.... Opss!!! kawin sudah... hahaha..

Opps.. Dian udah menge'tag' gue about My Wedding Plan...
hahahaha... Actually, aku x penah terfikir pun pasal kawin2 ni...
Tapi ape salahnya kita jwab for fun... lallalala...
Dengan ini dengan malunya aku meng'reveal'kan plan aku kalo aku nk kwin nnti...
hahahaha...

1. How old are you?
I'm 23 years olds and 10 days... ekekeke...

2. Are you single?
Yup and not searching... ekekekekeke.. bleh plak kan...

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?
27 to 29 ... After 5 years working maybe... Leh ker? ahahaha..

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
Which one? gulpp...ntah la... lalala...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Nak Johnny Depp leh? kalo x pun ngan Jared Padelecki... wakaakaka....

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
traditional with the concept of garden at the beach... ngeee.. ;D

7. Your ideal motif?
my ideal motif??? hmmm... sweet, romantic and memorable... btol ker??? hahaha..

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Europe kalo leh la... hehhehe...

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
Depends...

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
xnak meriah sangat... sedang2 jer... ;p

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
erm.. i've no idea bout that...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
Three...

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
club house of Klebang Putra in chemor...

14. When do you want to get married; evening or morning?
reception ke nikah?
nikah - afdal pagi ler kot...
reception - lunch mungkin

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
I prefer indoor...

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
erm.. pass

17. Name the song/tune you'd like to be played at your wedding.
Close to You by Sena
Music without lyric - Ost Beatiful Life
I think I love You -Byul
Utada Hikaru - First Love
Ketulusan Hati -Anuar Zain...

*ape2 la music yg tenang tp romantic... lalalala...

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
sederhana

19. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
understanding, independent, tall, always make me laugh and smile, matured,gentleman

20. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Fine dining... mau catering yg masak makanan best...

21. Champagne or red wine?
Air sirap hijau... ekekeke...

22. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after the wedding..

23. Money or household item?
I want both of it... can?

24. Who will pay for the bills?
of course my HUSBAND.. kalo xape gna nya ada husband... ekekekeke...

25. Are you ready for married life?
Rite now? Nope... rite now my mind is all about work... hehehehe...

26. Will you always be true to your husband/wife?
I will try my best to be a truly wife for my husband... ;)

27. How many kids do you like?
four? hehehe...

28. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
A new house...

29. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
depends on the situation

30. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
Malay cuisine is more proper... ehehehe...

31. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
nope ...

32. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
Rose
Raja
Era
Ein
Zahid
Ina
Karen

Korg yg aku tag ni sila tunaikn tggungjwab anda...huahauahauahauahau

Leavin on A Jet Plane

Goodbye Shah Alam...
I'm going to miss u so much...
If there is a change for me to come here...
I'll be here again...
So much memories...
In 4 years...
Teach me everything about life...
Whether its good or bad..
The time has come for me to step a new phase..
Life has to move on..
Sad but the fact is still
May Allah bless on what I'm doing...
Sayonara Shah Alam !!!!


"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

I'm ... I'm ...

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane


By Chantal Kreviazuk

Mari Kita Bertemu Rakan Lama...

Reunion bersama Ein...
17/11/2008
Seksyen 7

Zaman diploma dolu2..

Zaman Awal Degree...

Ein !!! Lap u.. Nanti kita jumpa lagi... Tatau la bila lagi mau jumpa.. sob..sob.. :'(

Practice Suara.....

S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

Job! Job! Job!

My interview dkat TV3 is seems ntah la... Aku pun tatau.. Redha je la.. Jawapan utk aku dapt keje tu atau tak akan aku dapat pertengahan bulan Disember nih... Huhuhuhu... So in the mean time aku perlula jugak meneruskan usaha aku dalam mencari kerja lain sbgai backup utk aku kalo tetiba x dapat keje tu nanti... adeh!!!!

The latest update... Aku dah buat kesilapan paling bodoh dalam idup aku sbb aku x bca email yg uitm bagi utk convofair btol2.. Td ina cakap actually ada bnda yg diattach dlm email tu... Aku pun bukak la.. Skali kan rupa2nya kna hantar semua resume siap2 by 19hb Nov... Xmcm bodoh lak aku xbca btol2.. hari ni dh 20hb... Arghh!!! And then ada lak tarikh-tarikh tertentu lak utk syarikat2 tu... Tetiba aku terasa teramatlah 'lepa' dan 'lengai' dlm bab2 ni... Leh kan aku x baca btol2.. Aku igt leh pilih mana2 tarikh and then pegi je bwk resume and bagai gi sana... Sekali... Aish ngoks toll aku... xpe barang yg lepas usahlah dikenang...Harapan aku tggal jobsfair dkat PWTC hari ahad ni je la... Yg Uitm mcam dh jd kenangan je akibat kealpaan aku... Waa!!!!!

Smalam lak dpat call interview dkat TV9 25hb... Hmm... Aku rasa aku try je la cba nasib... Kita x boleh berharap pada satu bnda je kan? Mula2 akudh mcm agak give up gak la dgn bnda2 mencari kerja ni...Mana xnya.. aku dah letih kot... Habis je paper retue aku mcm non-stop buat resume and bagai pastu hantar resume merata tempat pastu pg interview lgi... Really need a rest.. Serius..Exhausted already..

Bout that rumah thingy.. Aku dah decide atas nasihat ina and mak aku..aku xkan menyewa sampai ke suatu saat bila aku btol2 dapat kerja baru aku pikir nk cari rumah sewa balik... Selagi aku xdapt kerja.. slagi tu aku xyah sewa. So, barang2 aku, akan ku tumpangkan mereka ke rumah makcik ku... adeh la.. During the duration before I'm being employ by any companies... I'll stay in Terengganu with my parents for how long? I also don't know lah... Kalo perlu aku cari kerja sementara disana aku akan cari... huhuhhuhuhu...

Therefore dalam dua tiga hari ni... byk bnda gakla aku nk settle.. kemas rumah..packing ape yg patut.. Resume igt nk selesaikan hantar and macam2 lagi la... waaa... penatnya... Seriously..Even dduk umah skang ni pun aku dari smalam asik berkemas and membasuh... Tadi ada gak hantar resume skjap.. Aku sbnarnya dh xlarat sgt dah ni... pala otak igt nak balik umah je kejenya... Aku dh sampai satu tahap yg dh give up dgn semuanya sbb penat sgt dgn semua bnda...byk sgt wei.. Kalo ikutkan hati bye2 semua interview and all the job seeking... Actually aku dh wat gitu dh pun...Sampai interview TV9 pun aku igt dh xnk pegi... Tapi mak aku terdapat tahu and then brain wash aku cepat2.. U know kdg2 kita akan sampai satu tahap yg mana kta akan nk lepaskan segala2nya bila kita dh xmampu and penat sgt...

Aku tau aku terlalu push diri aku dgn bnda job seeking nih... Tapi slagi aku tak selesai slagi tu aku x boleh balik umah... So nk x nak aku kna la settle bnda ni semua... adeh la..Dh la homesick.. stress lak tu... Nasib hal rumah tu aku dh setel...kalo x agak lagi pening jugak la nk pikir rumah lagi.... Aku harap keputusan yg aku ambik tu btol la... huhuhuhu...

Arghh... my backache is getting worse...

*will update later*

have to go... daa...

Me married?

Me married?
Na'ah...
This is my cousin's wedding..
On May 2007...
She is at the same age with me..
Guess what.. right now she's already has a cute son
Hahhaaha...
Me? Still berjimba2 with my life...
Terasa nk kawin tp nggak ada calonnya..
wawawawa...
So lambat lg la uols kalo mau tgk i kahwin yer...
Tunggu....
hehehe...

My Sassy...

Meet 'Sassy'...
My kucing angkat..
Miss her so much..
Currently live in Chemor...

Buat Kalian...

Buat kalian....
Terima kasih atas segalanya...
Terima kasih atas sambutan harijadi aku malam tadi...

Sesungguhnya aku amat menghargainya...

Benar- benar menghargai....

Happy Birthday To Me...

Dear Khalilah,
Happy Birthday to you...

May Allah bless you...

Sweet 23th..
May this new age of you will the beginning of your new life..
Cheer up... Don't Give Up!!!

Close To You by Sena

This musical piece is so beautiful... Feels like to cry...
Taken from one of my most favourite Japanese's drama, Long Vacation...

This Current Few Days....

My interview at TV3 currently being postponed again. My ex procuder is MC today. The interview will be have on this coming Tuesday... Arghh!! Im so nervous.... Hope the best for me.. January will be the starting of my new life if I'll being accept by them....This current few days I'm so busy with the resume thingy and so on...There are lots of works to do.. Masuk hari ni dh dua hari aku asik travel menghantar resume aku di merata tempat jugak la... itu belum msuk hari preparation ngan beli kertas dh habis la... envolope la... mcm2 la... Seriously restless..

Rupanya mcm ni perasaan org cari keje... Penat... huhuhuhuhu...
Itu baru cari keje punya hal... blom lagi hal nk mencari tempat umah baru... adeh la... satu pasal gak tu.. Penat gak lak dari retue asik mensurvey umah kosong mana2... siap buat iklan dkat facebook.. kata nk umah kosong... hahaha.... Hopefully dapat la umah nanti....amin..

Byk btol bnda yg harus di sttle sampai nk rehat pun mcm x sempat... Hajat aku nk pulang ke rumah pun mcm terbantut je... Nak balik bila pun aku tatau... Actually sepatutnya aku patut ada dkat umah skang... Mak aku kol retue ckp nk wat@ bli kek besday utk aku nk sambut besday aku ke 23... Tapi malangnya, aku xleh blik sbb mak aku suruh setel dulu ape yg patut sblom aku balik... Mcm x sebak and sedih plak aku dgr... Besday aku yg sepatutnya tahun ni aku sambut dgn keluarga aku akhirnya terpaksa aku sambut sekali lagi di Shah Alam... Dh lama gila aku xsambut besday aku ngan family... Its like years kot... Rasa heartbroken gila deep inside me after knowing my mom's plan for my 23rd birthday.. bUT at last cancel just to let me settle my things here... Damm!!!! I feel like I want to crying out loudly for not being with them rite now... Sob.. Sob.. So here I am again ... birthday in Shah Alam...(mcm nk hntuk je kepala)

These days are my days with maggi,milo, tea and that square biscuits... hahaha... gigih x? walaupun aku tau ini bukanlah diet yg seimbang dan bagus utk tubuh badan.. Kadang2 sesetengah situasi memerlukan kita utk melakukan bnda yg xbagus ni... Hopefully all the hardship, challenges, and sacrifices will be worth it someday... aminn... Alangkah bestnya kalo saat ni aku ada dkat umah skang... Makan masakan mak..Ehehehe... Dugaan..dugaann....

*Tetiba lak rasa sedih*

I am so missing my home rite now...

Dear Nona and Rose....
Thanks for always be there in these few weeks...
~by always taking a good care of me masa I'm sad and sick...
~supporting and helping me almost everytime especially for that kids prog project... Thank god!!

u guys are always be with me everytime when I missed my family even for this moment...
Both of u is like a family for me maybe because the real umah kita masing2 jauh dan bila balik kelas atau mana2 pun asik muka kita 3 org je yg lepak dkat ruang tamu tu or even yg ada dkat umah tu...
Mcm pelik sbb ada org kata asik kita bertiga org je... Yg walhal pada realitinya semmgnya asik kita 3 org je yg ada dan xdapat nk dielakkan situasi ni... hmm.. ntahla.. tatau nk ckp ape dah.. whateverpun..Hope our friendship will be lasting eventough if we are not in the same house anymore in the future.

Credits for ina tooo...
Thanks for always giving support at me and setia mendengar segala keluhan aku...
Thanks sbb bagi aku ubat and jaga aku dari minum nescafe di saat aku terkena bahananya dulu..
Thanks sbb slalu jadi peneman aku sampai 4@5pagi buat skrip and segala bnda alah lagi aku edit and wat smbil ko lak ngan assignment ko... uhuhuhuhu..

So do with other frens... (xlarat mau snarai semua.. maapkan gue)
thank You too for everything or anything which u have done for me at these current few weeks whether its good or bad...
May Allah bless u... Amin...
Semoga kebaikan dibalas dengan kebaikan dan kejahatan itu di antara dia dan Allah Swt...

Sorry If this entry is seem unfair for certain peoples but these peoples which I mentions above are always there with me di saat aku memerlukan family aku terutamanya sekarang... I can't imagine how my life could be when they are not here with me di saat aku mengalami masalah homesick yg terover dose ni... Yup tambah2 dgn keadaan dan situasi skrg yg memerlukan aku kuat dari segi mental dan fizikal ni... Maaf skali lagi...

Yup I'm playful but secretive... I'm laugh and I'm smile but not everyone knows what is being inside me...

Yer aku anak sulung yg manja? So what? Ada masalah ker??
Mak, abah, adik and chah... org rindu korg semua.. :'(

Ehehehe...

Most of it are true.... ;D

Jobless, Homeless and Broke...

~no time to enjoy~
no time to think stupid things
starting to think about herself
just focus on job seeking thingy
but still happy with her life
happy and happy and happy

even tough rite now
she's out of money...
still seeking for a new home which blom tentu thu di mana..
kinda tough days for her to survive alone
thank god she has her two beloved friend which always there by her side..
~credits for them~

hmmm..
kinda hard for her to suit with the environment...
suddenly, being far away from her family,
yeah peoples seems it, like a small matter..
for her?
only God knows how..

Do people care?
She doesn't need peoples to care about her
She just need peoples to respect her
Just a respect!!!

She is so tired with all the fake peoples
Pretending is all about..
why peoples keep unsatisfy with her life?
do they have to bother
her friendship?
on what she's doing?
on what she's going to be?
does she trying be a problem thingy to others?
try and confront her if you DARE!!!
She's always ready for it...

suddenly,
she's missing her high school bestfriend
kinda feel to runaway for a while
seeing her and having her sweet escape..
hahaha

she's so emotionless rite now
doesn't feel want to celebrate her birthday anymore..
planning to be invisible on that day...

so...
get off junky crap!!!
stop messing with her life!!!!
she's stepping into the next phase

When K starts mumbling...

Lapar... aku kepingin rambutan.. plak dah...
asik makan je aku sejak kebelakangan ni... letih kunyah pun ada tp dh asik lapar je memanjang.. badan gue pun udah mula naik.... pipi dh gemuk balik...
tapi dpat minum kopi o ais pun best gak ni... perghh... makan plak ngan roti bakar... adeh x hengat...
ish2 nafsu makan aku dh dtg balik dah... arghhh...

Bala exam semua dh selamat tempuh... amin... sgalanya berjalan dengan lancar... hopefully...
satu seksa dh lepas dtg pulak seksa lain... yup pc aku bengong... x boleh nk start... problem gila...
nasib baik aku sempat selamat ke D... kalo xlagi nangis aku... dh la pc bengong pastu CD burner aku pun out... rosak teruk... mmg layak kena buang tong sampah la... adeh la.. nasib la ada laptop old school aku ni... walaupun lembap mcm siput... dia tetap berjasa ngan aku... dari diploma ni aku guna sampai la part 4 degree... Pc aku lak btul2 aku guna cukup setahun.. and dia dh cakp bye2 sama aku.. tp time dia ckp bye2 tu mmg kena la... time dh habis semua keje.. huhuhuhuhhu.... redha2.. walaupun ko rosak 'si hitam' ( nama pc i k...) ko jugak dh banyak berjasa pada aku dlm menghasilkan karya2 yg artistik utk semua assignment aku... dari aku wat drama sampailah program kanak2... semuanya dari kau wahai 'si hitam.' aku tau ko dh penat mau layan aku kan... x pe la aku bg kau rehat... aku guna kakak kamu, 'bubu'(nama laptop old school aku yg kaler kelabu ni) ek...

haish.. sabo je la...xpe2 tggu aku keje... aku akan slalu update korang2 semua ngan bnda paling canggih pastu tambah lak ngan adik beradik baru... yer adik beradik baru... akan ku dapatkan samada ipod atau psp... kkakaakaka....erk.. lense slr pun aku x tambah2 dari dulu, nk bli psp or ipod lak... adeh la... hehehe...

erm.. hopefully semua berjalan dengan lancar la and aku akan dapat ape yg aku nak... hehehehe.... amin.... tapi first thing first... keje!!!!tu yg penting...baru leh dapat semua tu... ekekekeke... sebut pasal keje... ohh i really need vacation... nk balik umah!!! serius skng ni aku mengalami penyakit homesick yg begitu tragis skali... even skang pun otak aku mcm x centre sbb terlampau rindukan umah... damm... yer yer.. aku tau aku ni anak manja walaupun aku anak sulung dan ada dua adik lagi... kdg2 perangai mcm anak bongsu... tp kitorg adik beradik mmg semua mcm ni pe... huhuhuhu... xpe2...u are strong girl!!!! just prove at them that u r a strong girl... u can do it... yes!!!!

adehh... perutku berbunyi... lapar2 katanya... nampak gayanya aku kna gak pegi makan ni... diet malam cancel!!! hahaha...

Happy 22th Besday Ein!!!!

This entry.. I'll dedicate to my beloved house mate aka my sis aka ex-jiran sebilik time Puncak Perdana which I called her Ein!!!!!!

Ein, happy besday to you even tough I tau I buat entry ni , ur birthday dh lepas brapa hari... hahaha... tapi i nak wat jugak.. leh kan? ekekeke....

I hope this birthday will giving you a new beginning of your life...
We turn not older with years but newer every day.
Ada apa dengan nombor kan?
Yg penting hati slalu ikhlas dan jujur antara satu sama lain kan?
I hope our friendship will last forever... sob.. sob...

Happy 22th Besday ein!!!
May Allah Bless You...
Love ya!!!

Aku Ingin Pulang!!!!

~~~I want to go home~~~
Anyone free to sent this girl back to her family??
Rite now she's having a major homesickness disease
hmm...

Jalan2...

Owh tidak.. I'm the oldest here... Jalan2 area Kuala Kangsar with cousins and my little uncle time hari raya ke 3 if im not mistaken... hahaha.. Ada macam sebaya x aku ngan diorg? hehehe...

Geramnya!!!! ;p

Introducing......

Nurul Ain Shuhada OR known as 'Montel'
(my niece aka my cousin's daughter)
~pandai posing toll bdak ni~

Seeing her makes me want to have my own child... Tambah2 lak bila tgk ramai kengkawan+ cousin sendiri semua ramai dh kawin and ada anak... hihihihhi....

Currently in my mind...

Work! Work!

In my mind rite now is all about searching for a work..hmm...what i'm going to be in the future ek? eventually, starting in search jobs already even tough the final exam is still not over yet.. hahaha.. gigih tull.... huhuhu... x pe la org kata aku gigih and menggelabah pun kata la.. Dh xkisah sbb ape? sbb first bila nnti aku start keje awal... adik aku boleh sambung blajar balik dgn kadar segera... dan kedua sbb aku byk cita2 lagi yg aku nk capai sblom umur aku cecah 30... hehehe... kahwin? never cross my mind... hahaha...

Resume! Resume!

Currently starting to spread my resume around this november... Especially when my final is over soon.. Arghh... cover letter x wat lg.. online resume pun x siap lagi... Lagi2 mau spread itu resume... macam mana? adeh la.. propa khalilah propa....

Moving! Moving!

Searching for a suitable location and house after finish my study... Plus, the contract of my house will soon expired, so i have to find it fast... Sooner is better.. So if im get a job earlier, the searching process will make it simpler.

Nak Balik Jumpa Family! Nak Balik Jumpa Family!

I'm soOo missing my family so much rite now... I'm really need to go back.. Arghh... otak and emosi x centre.... need to rejuvenate again... But I have so many things to do before i can find a really suitable date for me to get home... Stress... stress... really need a sweet escape...

Feelings ! Feelings!

Well I'm moving to the next phase... There are certain things that are better left unsaid...
New me maybe? hahahaha... me more matured ke? kah kah kah.... Ntah i don't know but ape2 pun yg aku tau i'm still one of my mom's sweetest little daughter... I love u mak!!!!! hehehe..Apa2 pun I am saying hello to the new phase of my life... yuhuu...here I come...

Hampir ke hujung...

angin..
bawak aku ke angkasa..
terbang lihat dunia..

keindahan yg sedia terhampar

kaki..
hanyunkan langkamu..
pergi ke alam yang nyata..
kehidupan perlu diteruskan

kenangan..
walau sepahit apa pun..
bisa menjadi garam ..
perasa dan pewarna dalam kehidupan

rezeki...
tuhan maha pemberi nikmat..
walau tuah kadangkala ditarik
ya! hikmah tabie kehidupan...


~senyum penuh makna~

Flash back to the memories

Memandangkan ada dua paper lagi nak habis dan preview tv directing td adalah kelas terakhir untuk my degree's class, tetiba lak aku teringat pada zaman diploma aku dulu... ermm.. mcm x sangka lak akhirnya habis jugak degree lepas byk rintangan dan cabaran yg aku hadapi time belajar... huhuhuhu...

tapi aku x akan lupa jugak kenangan aku time diploma jugak... dari muka mcam budak sekolah sampai la dh jadi muka sekarang.. serius lawak.... kakakaka.... erm.. i really miss that moment... sob..sob.. ;'(

last day of diploma dekat uitm puncak perdana- muka semua happy sebab dh habis diploma.. eh raja baik lagi la time ni.. ehehehehe... opsss!!! sori jiran... kakakaka...

dkat melaka.. time ni lawatan kelas journalism under mama pergi melaka... 5 of us...
time ni part 4...

hahaha.. ni lagi la kelakor... time part 1... dkat arau nk pegi alor star dkat stesen kretapi ....

assignment first kalo x silap... baru umur 18... smua muka budak..

program anak angkat dkat perlis... huhuhuhu.... old school tol pic ni...

first dinner masa part 1...

time part 6... last pic sblom balik kpg msg2 time diploma... kalo x silap...time aku dilanda masalah kegemukan yg teramat sbb malas mau exercise... hahahaha....

p/s: rindu..rindu bangat sama kalian semua nnti... semua akan bawak haluan masing2 bila habis degree nnti...
frens forever....

Aku juga punya hati dan perasaan...

Letih~~~
Letih~~~
masing2 menyalahkan masing2..
tapi akhirnya aku dan dua lagi kwnku menjadi mangsa...
tidak tahu siapa yg patut dipersalahkan..

Ya apa2 pun... aku doakan semoga berbahagia..
Berbahagialah dengan apa jua kalian lakukan di luar sana...
sejahat2 dan sekeras-keras hati aku...
x pernah terfikir utk aku berbuat begitu kepada org lain...

Arghh~~
migrain aku datang kembali~~
ya ya kini aku sudah hadapi migrain~
puas???

*mengeluh*

Gembira sekarang?
Ya.. nikmatilah kegembiraan itu selagi suka..
Sesungguhnya hidup ini penuh dgn karma..
Amin...

Song's Recap...

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much
Miss you much...

Songs by Emilia....



p/s just tetiba lak teringat lagu ni masa sekolah men dulu.. bleh plak kan... hehehe...