It would be great if.....

Hmm.. Alangkah bestnya if there is someone playing me a guitar and nyanyi dkat aku
lagu You and Me from Lifehouse...
Ada ker???
Mcam ada je... Ehehehehe...


You And Me By Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Happy Birthday Abah!!!!

Abah!!!! Happy Birthday to you!!!!
Sweet 51!!!




Daripada anakmu yg jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati...
Ewah...

Kayla aka Nur Khalilah Abdul Jalil

Naik??? Arghh Tidak!!!

Oh my goshhh...
Habes je madness camp retue selera makan aku menjadi2 siot
Asik nk makannnn je
tambah lak raya haji
erm paham2 je la lagi la makan mcm org gila
ni 1hb ni nk balik kan
of course makan lagi
oh ya aku timbang naik 2 kg
Tetiba aku rasa aku makan dasyat giller
Tp aku bca bismillah
haish...
malam ni x mo makan la
makan buah je...
wahahah
tp leh ke?
kang lapar?
adeh...
Madness camp ni mmg kasik aku jadi mad betol la
mad dkat makanan...

Control weh control...
Chaiyok! Chaiyok!

Words For Me 1 (Versi slang Kedah)

Kadang2 hati ni awat jahat sgt ntah...
Aku pun x paham arr
Seriously x dak mood
Woi cik Kell, ang jgn nk ngada2 emosional..
Over k... Tampaq nk tampaq
Tolong rasional sket..
Ikut hati mati...
Tp serious habaq mai x dak mood ni weiiiiiiii
Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Awat ntah dok pikiaq bukan2
Baik ang p siap keja lagi baguih...


P/s
Kalau dok mai angin x betui aku ni ish payah toi la

Aku dan Bidang Masakan

Time dh tunjuk nk dekat pukul sepuluh pagi
Aku baru pas makan nasi goreng yg aku masak ntah rasa ape ntah
x cukup bahan dan x sedap
Bila aku makan tetiba aku terdetik...
Abes la sape yg kawen ngan aku...
Masak x sedap...
Haish...

And then shrinkkkkkkk........
Tetiba tercita2 nk mengimprovekan diri dlm bidang masakan
Ye la kan manala tau kang org dtg suruh aku masak...
Aku dh terrer...
Xragu2 lagi nk bg org makan
Bukan ape kang sakit perut, aku gak yg susah...
Aku boleh la masak tp tu arr kalo dh lama x masak and x slalu amal mana mau terrer...
Byk lupa kot...
Mak aku dh byk ajar aku mcm2 resipi...
seminggu dua aku praktik mmg ok arr
Mmg marvelous...
pastu mai time aku bz pastu tambah malas tambah x de brg dkat dapur
Mau resipi tu dh luput dlm ingatan aku kannn....
Pastu dh x reti balik
Maklumla umah sewa... Umah bujang la katakan...
Wahahahaa... Alasan....

Tapi serius x leh jadi ni...
Umoq dh brapa ..
Dlm byk2 skill aku heran btol la...
Skill ni paling susah dan payah btol nk melekat dalam hati aku....
Skill lain semua aku dh pass...
Jaga budak, jaga warga emas (atuk aku sendiri), kemas rumah, berkebun, jahit execpt jahit gna mesin (mesin besar takut siott...)
tp... aish masak ni aku pun tatau la...
Ate ape ke benokknya ati awk ni... ( ha kan dh kuar slang perak)
Adik aku terrer gila masak tp aku???
Arghh...

X kira..
Akan ku cuba sedaya upaya bagi jadi expert
Slama mana cita2 ku ni boleh bertahan?
Wa pun tarak tau
Kadang2 aku ni kalo bab masak mmg awal2 cita2 tinggi
Pastu tiba2 je terkubur tanpa aku sedari....


Hopefully my wishes will come true..
Ni la azam aku sempena masuk umur 24 tahun...
Hahahaha....

Wah mau pegi keja daaa..Adios...

P/s
Tetiba jadi mood gila maybe sbb aku baru minum nescafe kot
Xleh minum nescafe ni.. Mcm kna dadah....
Hahahaha

Nyampah

Aku paling menyampah dan pantang kalo org mintak bnda yg bukan2 dan x logik dari aku...
Haish x tahu nk jga hati langsung
It shows that u doesn't care anything about me and it's all about urself ...
I repeat again its only about urself...
Arghh.. Geram...
Say sorry pun x de
Aku lak yg say sorry balik
Erm mybe dh terbiasa utk jadi polite dan courteous untuk customers...
So mcm dah diterap lak jd mcm ni padahal ughhh....
Sakitnya Hati!!!!
Arghhh
Malas nk ckp...

Internet Freak!!!!

My expertise in menghadap laptop or even pc selama berjam2 mmg x dapat disangkal
Tabiat dduk depan laptop or pc dh aku pupuk dan semai dari sekolah dulu tapi aku rasa paling kritikal dh masuk Uni la
Yeap doing assignments a lots of things ...

For me without pc/laptop and internet is like my life is so empty and sad..
If u give between my Astro full pkg and internet... I will choose internet...
Seriously... I am addicted...
Boleh hidup x de TV lagi
I can just sit in front of my laptop for hours doing anything x kira la online, playing games, music
or ape2 je la...

Then I found out that these days my eyes from time to time are not clear anymore...
Hmm... Maybe this is one of the effect... at workplace also I am using PC for 9 hours or more
Then come back home laptop again... Mana mata x kelabu...

Hahaha


P/s
Even sampai skang aku masih menghadap lagi bnda alah ni..
Yup I am Internet Freak...

"Tak Mintak! Tak Mintak! Org Bagi Ambik...."

Finally.. Habis juga tugas aku jadi mentor untuk buddy aka budak training selama 3 hari...
Kinda funny i have to be one of mentors among my seniors even tough i am quit new...
8 months maa... What do u expect??
I am dead if that new buddy get a wrong info from me... erk!!!!
But suddenly my principe just flash me up.. Actually this is my motto between me and oshin my cous..
ala2 "never ask for it but if u have chances u just have to grab it"
But kitaorg punya stail cenggeni...

"Tak Mintak! Tak Mintak! Org Bagi Ambik...."

Ahaahaha.. Actually it is quite funny coz only two of us know the style how to say it...
Crazy us...

These words makes me smile and encourage me a lot these days and I don't know why... Silly!!!
And then I realize if people trust on you why don't you believe yourself for a while..
Everything must has a reason...

So just grab and accept whatever comes to you..
Appreciate peoples who appreciate you

Gambatte ne!!!


P/s
Damm so bored.. Rindu nak jalan2 pastu camwhoring mcm org gila ngan member2

Membuak2

Perasaan aku utk bershopping tetiba membuak2 kala barangan aku semuanya habis serentakkk
Tensen gak smua barang habis sekaligus
Tetiba teringat ngan cita2 aku yg kononnya mau berjimat cermat and nk start menyimpan...
alkisahla kan ..
Hopefully I can do it...
At least nmpakla jugak yg aku simpan
Manala tau tetiba aku terkawin ke , nk bt ape ke, dh ada duit sket.. Ahahaaha...
Nk dekat setahun aku keje tp duit simpan mcm hampeh x nmpk
Sabo je la...


Eventough cita2 aku tinggi ke langit...
Aku tetap rasa nk bershopping...
Macam mana?
Aish...
Bawak bertendang...

Ohh plss... Bersyukur with what u have boleh x??

Dengki...
Persepsi org yg mmg x penah tau bersyukur dan senang melihat kesenangan org lain
Ya.. Aku saksikan sendiri kedengkian tu
X faham aku

Kesenioran itu besar sgt ke?
Yg hairan sgt org lain naik cepat tu nape?
Pikir logik la jgn asik nk tuding jari merungut nasib sendiri
Klau diri sendiri x ok macam mna nk maju...

Cubala berhati bersih sikit...
Janganla suka nk menuduh dan mengutuk...
Cuba bygnkan kalo kmu di tempat itu..
Org mempersoalkan kreadibiliti kamu?
Ape rasa??

Tau x bukan senang nk puaskan hati semua org
Kita ni manusia bukan semaksum nabi
Penah blaja x istilah give and take???
Hmm nampaknya mungkin kamu tidak...

Ya aku pun tidak sesempurna itu..
Tapi sekurang2nya aku percaya pada rezeki dan hikmah
Semua bnda yg jadi ada sebab.
Yg paling penting tahu maksud BERSYUKUR.....

Please Go Awayy....

Pls go Away...
I am having a NEW life
For certain period you left me just like that...
Ignoring me like a stupid person with no feelings
U are keep using with the same reason..
I am sick with that...
For all this time, I am so confuse and frustrated...

When I'm enjoying my new chapter
And then u just appear and u said I am still ur loved one??
U claim that u never letting me go for all the sudden??
Do you think I am a doll for you?
If u feel u stress up, u just throw me away..
And If you feel u want it, U just call me like nothing happens??
OMG, I don't even know what to say anymore..
It just makes me piss off even more...
Arghh....

Pls go away.... Plss...

U will find someone who's better with u


FYI..I am happy rite now..
Happy with someone who knows how to appreciate me..

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

Woah... I am 24 already.. Ayooo

Thank You To All My Friends, Family and Everyone Out There For The Birthday Wishes.. especially to Mr Edy for The Big Cake and A Cute Rabbit For me. I am so happy and glad... Hoping Another Great Year Will Come Ahead.... Yeahaaaa!!!!!! I Love All of You Guys.... Muahh... :)

Tough , it's not as great as my birthday for the previous years, I am still happy anyway..



My Pinkie Pirate

My cake .. Chocolate Chip Walnut...The original pic I forget to snap...


P/s
Tersenyum sampai ke telinga... Hahahaha..

Bernostalgia kejap...

9/11/09....

Sedar dah x sedar nk masuk bulan 12 dah...

Gila kejap kan...

Rasa macam baru je awal thun 2009..

Thun ni nk sampai penghujung rupanya...

Erm...

X lama lagi pun umur nk bertambah jadi 24 secara rasmi...

Tua dah aku rupanya..

Thun depan plak dh suku abad...

Hahahaha...

Well this year byk ajar aku ttg hidup

This is my first year working life...

First time bagi duit raya...

First time bagi duit dkat parents and adik

First time survive bt semua benda sorg2

Eh semua la first time

Lawak betul...

Mula2 nk tempuh time tu, air mata x yah nk cerita la

Berkilo2 rasanya... Mata aku pun dh naik bengkak..

Mak pun naik pening tengok anak dia sorg ni..

Dh la jauh... Sorg2 lak...

Gila tough la time mula2 tu...

Dtg keje org semua igt aku ni cool, releks je...

Siap bagi nasihat dekat org tu.. Ahahaha...

Tapi diorg tatau yg aku dkat umah separuh gila dok tahan stress dari pagi

Hahahahaha....

Penat pujuk diri jadi tough even x tough pun...

Mcm2 aku bt nk brain wash diri sendiri

Ramai jugakla yg bg motivasi...

Thanks mak, abah, adik, ros and non

Korg penceramah gue yg the best la... ahahaha

Ewah mcam oscar award lak kan tetiba....

And alhamdulillah aku dh pandai control stress... Bolehla... :p

Yup aku mmg lemah pada dasarnya

Aku mmg kna ada org yg support aku sepanjang masa

Kalau x habisla down gla aku..

Tambah2 from my mom

and sampai sekarang aku nk wat ape je aku akan ckp and mintak restu dari mak aku

Kalo aku x buat rasa mcm x lengkap and x yakin

Perasaan akan jadi half2

Yeah.. I love to argue with her.. But her advice is the best for me....

Sape yg berjaya tackle my mom berjayalah tackle aku

Wawawawawawa.....

Eh..Ape yg aku merepek ni??

Dah la adios....


p/s
Damm.. Tetiba teringat x de kasut sport and seluar track nk pegi PD ni
Arghhhhh.........

Double Dose

Melting melting and melting....

My life is so upside down rite now...

I am not dreaming....

Silly me...

:P


p/s Thank 'U' for the treat!!! I really enjoy the day... :)

3/11/09

Omg...

I know it's too soon

Is this a test for me or what?

Still can't believe it...

I still keep slapping at my face every morning and said that this is a dream...

And then I realize that this is a reality!!!!!

Call me blind..

I am blind rite now...

Anyway 'U' just cheer my day .. Thanks

:)

Quotes to Fakers

I am web surfing for a while memandangkan I m on off today
Yeay!!!!

Guess what... I found quotes for fakers

I read it and found it interesting sgt

Sesuai kpd semua fakers.. Ahaks...
Kidding...

Im not sure la it can be classified as quotes or not but in that site mmg label as quotes pun

I listed this quotes ikut yg mana i plg like .. ehehehe



Quote no 1
I’ve seen this all before. It’s like a recurring dream, only with different people. It’s the same script with a different cast, the same heartbreak with a different person causing the pain. Only, I’m still the one ending up heartbroken.


Quote no 2
They say they love you. You know it’s not true. They say they keep secrets but tell them is all they ever do. When a rumor’s spread about you they say, “OMG! That’s terrible!” But the way they’re lying is just unbearable.


Quote no 3
People don’t change. They just find new ways to lie to you.


Quote no 4
I don’t understand how people can change this much. One day they’re all you can have and the next, they’re a stranger to you.


Quote no 5
Halloween is over so stop trying to be someone you’re not.


P/S
nice rite???
haha...
Actually, I hate fakers, liars, and hypocrite person... It seems like I just want to say...
Hello!!!Cammon la...
What's ur problem anyway???? Pls move on with ur life...