Risau...

Smalam dapat tahu yg abah sakit..
X sangka abah yg sesihat tu boleh dpat penyakit
Disahkan kena darah tinggi and makan ubat tetiap hari sekarang ni
Nampak gayanya aku dah x boleh bagi abah aku stress dan pening kepala pasal aku lagi
Hmm~~~

Wishing for my dad a good health..
Insyallah, I am going back home next month..
Wait for your daughter k!!!

P/s
Wishing my bf, Edy safe and healthy too
(Today he is coming back home from Jakarta.. :) yeay!!
Damn, I miss him so much..)

An empty feeling...

I am trying to be the most understanding person in the world
But yet the emotional part is damn opposite at all
I've try to cover it up but I know I am a bad actor..
I lies but I can't pretend...

Yup, the truth is I am so sad rite now.
I am so sorry for being too emotional.
I just don't know how to react normal.
I am so sorry if u feels that I am not an understanding person.

Argh.. I just feel so stupid..
I am trying not to be a selfish person at all but why my feeling hurts so much???
Huh..
I'm out from here...


P/s
I think I just want to empty my mind. Full stop.
But can I?? Arghh!!!

Konpius...

Sesungguhnya ...

Saya sangat konpius ...

Sekian, terima kasih..


P/s
zZzZzZz

I just Want To Be Happy...

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain; cuz Love won’t set you free

I could stand by the side
Watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
And my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be
HAPPY (Just wanna be Happy)

Holding on tightly, just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my roll, slowly disappear
And all these days they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here

I could stand by the side
Watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
And my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be
HAPPY (Just wanna be Happy)

So many turns that I can’t See
Like I’m a stranger on this road
Don’t say Victim, don’t Say Anything

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
And my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be
HAPPY (Just wanna be Happy)

~Happy By Leona Lewis~

P/s

I just want to be Happy :l

2010... Banyaknya Motif Nk Capai..

Bila fikir2 balik...
Tetiba je terasa byk je motif nak capai...
Mampukah aku??
Boleh ke?
Rasa macam tamak..
Tapi serius masa berjalan
X tunggu siot...
Sedar x sedar.. lagi 5 tahun nk pegi umur 30 thun
Gila lah..
Aku rasa hidup aku baru nak mula..
Byk x capai lagi
Sempat ke??
Haiyaa...
Boleh2..
Yakin Boleh!!!
Yeah!!!!


P/s
Patutkah aku wat OT byk2 utk kaver kebosanan dan capai mission aku?? hurmm..

Saya Sangat Suka!!!!

Smalam sy sgt suka...
Sbb smalam sy off dan saya x buhsan....
Dan lagi???
Sbb Ros dtg melawat saya...
Dn kami p buat aktivit yg x dirancang...
Kami p main game... siap main bola jaring ngan Daytona...
Tapi token xsempat habis.. Huh...
Pastu kami marathon 2 movie skali gus...
Habes je p melepak makan...
Sembang x hengat dunia...

Saya sangat suka...
Sbb smalam saya xsorang2...
Sbb smlam saya ada kawan utk wat aktiviti

I am so happy !!!!
Thank you so much Ros...
Thanks sbb kasi hidup saya smalam ada colourful sket even skejap...
Sangat Suka!!!!

Orang dengar mcm bosan and biasa je...
But for me..
Nowadays susah for me nk buat aktiviti mcm ni...
Nk jumpa kawan pun susah..
So bila dapat enjoy kejap..
I am so happy!!!! Hahhaha...

P/s
Ros nnti bagi la pic... k...