Pieces of My Heart... heee..

Shall I listen to good happy songs or instead of thinking of something that makes me more older than myself?
So I choose to become more younger...
Oh I hate today...
oK ok.. I will smile like nothings happen..

Omg I am so nervous...
Tomorrow, my performance for 1 year will be out..
I am already 1 year with Astro??
Damn time runs so fast..
Am I good or bad performer?
Arghh.. Stop thinking that!!!
Chill out.. Relax...
Let the time show it all

I am totally agree of the quote that life is full of surprises. Yes, Life is just like gambling. It's totally depends on luck... If ur luck is good at all, than ur life would be better.. I not, U have to strives so hard just to get out from that range.. It is a fact at all.. For me, I just accept anythings happens sincerely, appreciate and thank for everything u have rite now with wide hearts open. Insyallah, good things will always shower you...

Oh yup..
I already promise to myself and to Edy (without him knowing at all.. no prob, he doesn't know my blog exist.. hah!!! :P) that I want to be a calmer, relax, rational, and more matured in all action that Im going to take. Being a positive person is the beginning.. Yeah, I know it.. My beloved parents especially mom always ask me to be a calmer person.. Edy also said the same thing to me ;p .. Then I realize it that maybe I should change. I will try my best in being the most calmest person as I could be by smiling, relax and always think positive even u r not.. Hahaha.. I am envy wit Rose.. She is so calm even in the hardest situation also she seems so relax. Mom says when u calm than the rational mind and positive answer will comes. I know.. I've already made an experiment and it is totally true!!! ok... So good luck in becoming a new me and toddles to the old me...
hoping that my prays will become true... hee...

Sweet...

P/s
Life is Beautiful... :)

The Calm Feelings Of Me...

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you


Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you


Can't Help Falling In Love By Elvis Presley



P/s

I am so in love with sunset's scenery

Then, I know...

The most happiest moment for me is to be at the a beautiful beach and watching sunset
I will be more better if it is at a higher cliff

Settle Up...

I think my prob already resolved...

What I need rite now...

A good rest..
Good films to marathon...
A good chick flick novel to finish up..


Yess.. I am starting now...

Starting with marathon films
Go.. Go.. Go...


P/s
I am 'redha' already

I'm sorry..

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan, Kebesaran dan kuasanya,

Bagi hambanya yang sabar, Dan tak kenal putus asa ...

~A Motivation To Myself~


Dear my friends,

I am so sorry if I'm just too quiet lately
Or maybe I am not that friendly
Or maybe I am not that happy go lucky as usual

I'm having tough days

I just need a time
A time to clarify every single things in my mind..
A time for an answer
A time for a decision
A time for the whole of it

P/s
Currently seeking a guidance from Allah SWT..
May Allah bless me in what ever decision I takes

What Happens To Me??!!!

My head starts dizzy...
I just feel like I want to vomit
Omg what happens to me??
No mood ,no energy at all

Today is my another unlucky day for me
I forget to bring my wallet..
No money, no ic, no driving license....
Get a complaint by a customer..
My last month call accuracy is out today which is a disastrous result!!!
Get food poisoning this lunch hour just now..
I have to get a lift from my friend just to get home... (No money maa..)

My feelings totally empty at all
What will happen next??

I just want to cry....

Maybe I Need A Long Day Sleep...

I am so restless
Feel so tired..
I don't know why..
I just don't want to see anyone
Deep inside my heart..
I just want to cry out loud
I wish I'm still on leave..
No passion, no energy, no motivation at all

Oh y I am so stupid?? Am I? Arghh...

All I need rite now maybe a long day sleep..
Then I will forget everything...

I wish I am at a beach rite now with a beautiful sunset T_T



P/s
I think I'm facing serious stress disease or in malay 'kemurungan' ...
:|

My Other Half..

These Days...
No Sincere Smile,
No Sincere Laugh,
Not Sincere At All,
If it does It's All Fake!!!

I am losing my other 'half'
and I want it back!!!!

I never really feel like this...
It seems like I my life is not complete at all..

OMG what have I've done...
U just ruined everything khalilah...

~sigh~

sometimes I do hate myself...


P/s
I need to be positive and get ready for all consequences