Saturday, July 31, 2010

It's Such A long Time...

Bersawang dah rupanya my blog.. Already abandon this blog for quite sometimes bcoz of the pack and tight schedule for me to spnd my time for blogging.. These are the compilation of what I've do these days.




1) Feelings

Kadang2 pancaindera yang merasa agak sukar ditafsirkan dari mata yang melihat.
Mungkinkah ini yg dinamakan deria keenam??
Sukar diterjemah atau untuk difahami untuk orang yang berikutnya..
I really want to ignore this feelings but I can't...
Something's fishy is going on...
Called me bad for giving bad impression to other people..
Actually I also not like this feelings either but I really don't know why.. Arghh..


2) Work

Hari demi hari perasaan fedup makin tebal.. Kebebasan hak peribadi byk tersekat. Aku nk bebas but who wants to give me money if im quit then??
Pressure, pressure and pressure... I'm giving my focus on work almost 150%.. Over 100% but yet still nt enough.. Damn I will be crazy for being a slave on my work.. Too tired!!! I really want a healthy and normal life that I think would be impossible..


3) Life

So far so good.. I really have to plan my financial issues rite here.. Need to plan savings more and more. I do envy with certain peoples where they can manage their financial wisely. Family? good and healthy? Me? Oh ya, I really, hoping, and dying to get urgent or major diet rite now.. GEMUK dh.. Huhuhu...


4) Love

I do love Edy so much.. He also loves me too.. But I don't know why sometimes that he feels unsure with me. That makes major worried for me here. Yeah, sometimes I do feel sad becoz of my worried feelings.. But good friends of mine said to me to chill out, enjoy your life and believe that if he 's belong to you, by the end he will be with u. Just follow the flow.. Be urself..
p/s Yup, Im trying to.. Deep in my heart, I always pray only the goods for us.. Amin..
I do love him every second with all of my heart. Please pray for us...


5) Friends

Thank to Allah I've been giving such wonderful friends these days.. I do love all my friends so much.. Thanks for ur concern and kindness.. Really appreciate that...I also miss my great buddies Nona, Ros, Karen, Nu'ui and Kak Eida.. I know it's been a long time I didn't contact or seeing u guys..But deep in my heart, I always remember and love u guys..


6) Ambition

I am planning to get my track back when time comes whereby mybe i'll further my studies or try bck to get in broadcast line or anything which I can get out from call centre field. Keeps my hair long as I already promise to someone. Of course ya saving!!!!


7) Current event

I will handling my 4rd batch of new bees.. New product launching soon.. Become one of the pilot team in my centre.. Bulan puasa of course... Oh another bz bz and bz days for me!!! Flat already!!!



P/s
Selamat Pengantin Baru Karen!!! Love u!!!

Agak Tertekan Jugakla

Tekanan...

Tekanan..

Tekanan...

Leh x rasa nk tender je skarang ni..

Gila stress...

Monday, July 12, 2010

How I am Going To Lose My Weight???!!!

I am thinking the way on how losing my weight faster....
Damn.. I am gaining my weight back...
Naik 8 kilo sekelip mata...
Gosh.. mentakedarah ke ape....
Muka dh macam bola..
Seluar dh x muat...
Fuhhh.. Damn..
Such a challenge for me...
People said that when u gaining ur weight, it is a symbols that u r happy..
Yes,I am happy
but if I just let it be,later on people won't even recognize me anymore.. Hehehe


P/s
I am wondering to buy a new sport shoe..
Hurm.. need to start jog again ASAP...
Waaaa........

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Time Is Running Out...

Huh.. It's been a long time not updating my blog..
Fuh.. Dusty already.. hik hik hik

Well it's been quit tough days for me especially last June.
And most probably it will continue until when... then I won't know... Fuh...


Time's now showing 5.45 AM.. today I need to work at 8 Am.
Tetiba kan bgun awal pukul 5.. Huhuhu..


Dalam x boleh tido ni... Suddenly I am thinking...Tik Tok Tik Tok.... Well times wait for no man...
Then I realize how fast time is it... Huhuhu... Of course.. Let's check it out..


1. It's already July rite now, and next month is Ramadhan!! I don't cover my fasting yet.. Damn, I am so last minute!!! I thought lambat lagi.. My bad!!! So hari ni kita puasa..
2. My friends Karen and Nona will be someone's wife this year.. Karen, this 31 July and Nona, this Nov... Omg. still cannot believe it.. Later? I don't know.. Hik hik hik...
3. Oh yess.. It's July already!!! I am in a middle of 2010... I imagined that I'm still in a early of the year.. ;p
4. Well, well, when I'm look at my calendar, I 've been a working woman for a year already... Day by day.. I am so busy.. Keje asik2 nk dekat 12 jam .. House is a place where I rest and tido je... I am workaholic to the max!!!
5. My mom, relatives and family's friends are starting to bising2 ask me to get married.. Arghh.. So stress!!! I know I'm almost 25 years old.. But it just 25 not 30... Aiyaa...


P/s
Ohh I wish I can turn back the time... Can I be 18 again?? ;p