Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah...

Thanks to Allah SWT...

For giving me such a great life rite now...

Family, work, love, friendship and financial...

May this 2010 is a prosperous year for me.

Amin...



p/s
Thankful and sincere for everything that I have...

Beribu Batu ... :)

Making my way downtown
walking fast, faces pass
and I'm homebound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way, making a wave
through the crowd
and I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you tonight

it's always times like these when I think of you
and I wonder if you ever think of me
cuz everything's so wrong and I don't belong
living in your precious memory
cuz I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
oh, cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you tonight

I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't wanna let this go
I, I don't ...

Making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass and I'm homebound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way, making a wave
through the crowd
and I still need you
and I still miss you
and now I wonder

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass us by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...

if I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cuz you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...
if I could just hold you tonight


Thousand Miles By Vanessa Carlton


P/s
Keep Singing This Song Lately...

Performance Review???

Performance Review???
Huh? What are the things that I have to explain in order to keep my performances good??
Confusing.. Confusing...
It is so hard when you have to 'puji' and 'angkat bangkul' yourself to show that you are a good worker...
For me everything that I have done is sincere and I my objective to work is for living...
I don't have any hidden wishes or etc.
But when it comes to these things... Seriously I don't even remember what I have already contribute and plus I need to wash my brain to remember...
Guess what I already have my second cup of nescafe rite now... Yeap second cup...
And honestly my head starting to spin around like gasing...
Overdose maybe.... Hahaha...

Why it is so hard to be a good performer?? Haiyaa... Manyak susah loo...

I don't even like it...
For me, it shows that you are not sincere...
All things you have to keep as records..
~~~Sigh~~~



P/s
It is raining heavily rite now...

Hari Melantak Sedunia

Lunch+Tea At Traders Hotel KL


Staring:

Mizal

Myself

Lyn


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We have so much fun together...
Happy

~~~Wee~~~

X sia2 x pegi dinner sbb kna keje tp dapat makan dkat sini...
Hehehehe...

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The Foods

P/s
Kenyang Perut Suka Hati
Wink! Wink!!
Suka Suka
Alhamdulillah

Saya Sedar...

Emo...
Ye.. Saya tau saya emo..
Dan saya tatau kenapa saya jadi emo...
Saya rasa dari bulan 12 hari tue saya asik emo
Lagi2 emo lagi2 emo
X bagus ni..
Saya tak mahu kena darah tinggi...
Lg satu nnti cepat tua
Maafkan saya ye.... kata saya kepada diri saya...


P/s
Nk byk2 istighfar...

When You Feel You Are Not Needed At All...

Sometimes I am feeling awkward, hatred, confused and etc...
I don't know why..
It comes to me just like that...
I just feels that I am not been needed at all
I just needed if I need to be there..
Am I that stupid and too straight??
Huhuhuhu... I know the reality of the world
My mom always said that life's out there is not so sweet at all...
But how come??
I always look up my life as part of movies which is everyone seem so good and nice..
I always look up that this world is full of honest people...

Why can't I accept the fact at all??

And suddenly I realized that....
It is hurts actually to feel that you're not needed at all and peoples seems you as a person which is not independent...
(I am an independent person ok... Every matters I settled it by myself!!!!)
I think maybe bcoz of my looks kot... Urghh!!! Riak muka yg x menyakinkan...
Plus, it is totally frustrated when the time that u want to contribute something, He/ she is more comfort with other peoples rather than yourself..
aRGHH... It is sOo!!!....Hurm.. I have no more words to describe it at all

Menarik atau Tidak Menarik??

oOhh nape hidup aku x menarik mcm dulu??
Haiyaa... Bosan gila..
Sedar x sedar aku dh hidup mcm ni masuk setahun..
If I thinked about it... yeah it's true..
Kalau org tanya..
My life berkisar skrg ni semua dkat tempat keje, balik umah tido, kalau off pun dduk rumah kemas rumah pastu main internet, pastu shopping sorang2...
Tu la yg aktiviti yg berpusing spjg stahun..
Gila bosan kan dengar ?? Haiyaa.... Baru aku sedar... Hahaha
Erm xpe la.. I don't mind at all if I am a boring person... :P

Sob2.. Just watched movie "P/s I love You "
Touching.. Romantic.. Leh x emo sorg2 tgk cerita ni..Wuwuwuwu.. Crazy me...
Haish.. That Gerald Butler's character in that movie is so romantic... Damn romantic...
Ish... kalo dulu Karen bca novel pun boleh jd emo tp nampaknya
aku lak skang jadi mcm tu tp ni jd emo kalo tgk movie... Hahaha
Mcam aku lak belakon watak tu...


P/s
Opss, Why suddenly in this middle of the nite I am so hungry???Argh...
Say no to makan tgh malam!!! Tido! tido! tido!

Im glad today...

Why I am feeling glad today??
Bcoz today I'm not been torture
My feeling is not been torture by anybody...
Hopefully tomorrow will be better too!!!
Amin...

Got to go and sleep!!!
Have to work tomorrow!!!


P/s
Yeah.. I know it's Sunday..
But better go to work than staying at home and bored like hell...

Oh ya...

currently...
I miss them... Waaa!!!! :'(

me, nona and rose

Season Of Time...

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.


P/s
Yup... Life Is Like A Wheel..

15 Random Questions About You

15 Random Questions About You


One word to describe yourself? -
love to smile

One word to describe your BFF(s)? -
they love me

One word to describe how you feel? -
rite now?? actually im confuse

Look left, what do you see? -
my clothes

Look in front of you. what do you see? -
laptop screen

Whats your fav. color? -
blue and earth color

What are you wearing? -
T-shirt and short

How old are you? -
24 going 25 this year

What was the last present you got? -
Pinky pirate teddy from my dear edy

Who do you like? -
internet ??

Whats your fav. kind of flower? -
Rose

What are you doing right now? (besides taking this survey) -
Listening to music

What name would you like to have? -
Never thought that

Any siblings? -
yes two sisters!!!!

Whats your favorite movie? -
Byk!!!

Picture Perfect!!!

Santorini, Greece...


Is it beautiful?? I wish I am there in this middle of the nite...
Always be a dream of mine to be here...
I am fall in love with this place for the first time I saw it

All away of sudden, recap a conversation between me, ros, kak eida, karen, nu'ui , ina and non
i think back in the year 2008...
About if you want to suicide urself, how it would be and where?
(It just a conversation ok??? We just play around)

For me, I just want it to be perfect..
I want to be at a high cliff with beautiful ocean in front you with a sunset or sunrise scenery
Kalau bunuh diri pun tenang je time terjun..
Silly me...

I just love this kind of scenery...
Is there any place like this at Malaysia?
Wishing to go and enjoy it
Don't worry...
Am not going to suicide myself
Hee hee..


p/s
Will go there someday... Hopefully..

Maybe silence is better for me now...

I know...

I need to be patience..
I need to be extra strong ...
I need to follow the flow...


Khalilah,

Remember...
Just let it be..
Let the times show..
If this is the way for a better life
Just give it a chance..


But u have to remember...


Don't expect too high...
Don't expect everything would be sweet..
You have to get ready for any consequence
Physically and mentally..
(I know I would be nuts!!!)

You have to respect any decision that will be make..

Let Allah SWT decide what the best for you...

You have to proof that all these time you're an independent person and a strong girl...
Everything you can get through it...

Maybe silence is better for now...

Yup...
Saya redha dan pasrah..


p/s
Sometimes I just want to pause all the sweet moments and not letting the time go...

Kuiz Untuk Suka Suki

Sila jawab soalan-soalan ini dalam BAHASA MELAYU sahaja...

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
Mereka2 yg penah jd bekas kekasih sy.. hahaha

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
Sheila On 7- Yg Terlewatkan

3. Mungkin saya patut:
Kuar sekejap cari makanan

4. Saya suka:
Jalan- jalan

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
Mereka2 yg baik dgn saya

6.Saya tak faham:
Sy ni sombong dan membosankan ke??

7.Saya kehilangan:
Kehidupan saya yg gila2

8.Ramai yang berkata:
Saya suka senyum, sabar, susah nk marah, lawak, gila... lurus, senang kena tipu, blur,
asik kena buli, ikut je x suka bantah...

9.Makna nama saya :
Cahaya Teman Setia...

10.Cinta itu:
Anugerah... Saya akan hargai sebaik2nya selagi terdaya...

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
kebosanan

12.Saya akan cuba :
Jadikan hidup sya lebih menarik

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
Ever After??

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
My nokia yg asik hang memanjang dan msg slalu x dpt.. Huh...

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
Sy fikir ape yg sy nk buat hari ni

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
sy kena tipu hidup2 utk kes serius dan org ambil kesempatan atas kepercayaan sy

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
benda yg jdkan sy lupa daratan sekejap... heee...

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
kucing gemuk bulu kembang... rasa nk picit2 je..

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
time budak2... main je... x payah nk fikir ape2...

20.Hari ini :
sya bosan tp dalam masa yg sama sy nk rest dkat rumah ...
minggu ni, minggu stress sgt2 dan rasa rasa nk belasah org je(sy susah nk marah org sbnarnya...)

21.Malam ini saya akan :
tido awal mungkin

22.Esok pula saya akan :
tido lagi mungkin

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
Roti canai telur sekarang ni.... ngidam ke ape??

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
Yess!!! Rambut aku dh panjang...Teruskan usaha...

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
Pusat membeli-belah... Sya suka membeli dan blahhh... hehehe

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Dua2... Tetiba rasa nk sushi...

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
Bilik terang pastu dalam masa yg sama boleh jadi gelap jugak

28.Makanan segera adalah :
Bnda yg sy suka even tau xelok kalau makan sgt

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
Oshin balik ke mlm ni? Baru ingat nk ajak beli roti canai... Hehehehe...

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?
Sesiapa yg suka

Positive!!!

Positive!!! Positive Positive!!!
Please b positive Kell...
What should I do now???

Just do things that u think u should do...
ok???

Hait!!!! Gambatte ne!!!

Words For Me 2

It's much better for us to follow the flows...
Hoping tomorrow will better than yesterday
Life is so beautiful
Appreciate and live to the fullest

~~'Hope' by Kyla Jalil~~

p/s
Suddenly my memories towards 'Beautifull Life' series come back!!!
So touching.. Waaa!!!! ;'(

The Time Has Comes...

Mode: Oppss romantic...


As a start for a new year...

Maybe this is the time where I should reveal bout him...

The one that who already steal my heart and my soul

Yup he's the one

Hopefully and praying that our relationship will last until the end!!!!!



'Edy and Khalilah'

:)

New Year 2010

Happy new year 2010...
It's been a year pass us
and I just wondering what will happen for this new year?
Is it good or bad??
No one knows yet...
For me 2009 is a year of blissful....
it was a great year for me in starting a life as working person...
It was a good experiences as to be more matured in life..
2009 is a year for lost and found...

Hopefully this 2010 good things come ahead...

But What if.... (Only if... OK???)
*************
Just wondering...

If my heart been hurt for this time...
might probably I will get seriously emotional breakdown...
OR might be a crazy lady...
I will thinking to migrate to other place or state or if have a choice migrate to other countries,
i will do it....
My head will spin around and maybe I will locked up in my room... Serious huh?

If I've found out I've been cheated again ...
I will bear in mind that 'What Goes Around Comes Around'
I will think that I am one of those fools who keeps been cheating again and again and never take a lesson to learn..
Might probably I will go to see counselors to repair my broken heart
And I will think and think maybe this is one of my test from Allah SWT



Hopefully, I am far away from all of these craps...
Amin...

P/s
Have a prosperous year!!!