Musahabah diri

Raih kebahgiaan dengan qana'ah..

P/ s makes me realize on something.. Astaghfirullah

Yerp

Sweet sunday

Nothing much to do today.. Just Staying at home with sis.. Do watever all the cleaning purpose.. My sis cook nasi lemak today....

And the rest relaxing at home..

Just nice as i am easily feel so tired these days..

It is not a good countdown

what have i done today during my off day aside from ATV...

Shops clothes for him

Shops all the fried rice mixture with variety of flavor for him to cook there

Yup..
It is hard...
Its another 3 days then he will fly to Japan
Sobs ;(

ATV time

It is such a fun time and totally quite release! Yup even the moto already hempap me n im accident so many times during driving it! ( edy dnt even know it.. Opss)

Yet i am happy bcoz it is tooooo long i never done activities like that! Last time when i was in school!

I am looking forward for a go cart racing after this.. N follow edy cycling for sure!

I will be doing more n more activities after this coz it just work to release all the stress.. Yeah!

Yup

He is so exicted to go NIppon this weekend....

But Its so hard for me to let him go...

Yup... Sound so childish n not professional

Yet, it still the first time we will b far from each other for such a long time..

Honestly i really dnt want but i hve too..

Cant imagine hw is my life could b during that duration...

Hate to admit

Hate to say this but It is truly damn hurt when u truly in love with someone.. Tears pls stop it..

Its been 3 days ive been crying n crying when im at home or even when people r not looking at me..

I cant stop crying even when im talking to my cust ..When i do realise all the tears is already on my cheecks..

I know it is all my fault.. I dont even blame it..

Yup it is complicated

Today is quite a relieve day!! Totally.. Its a long time im not going out with my frens like that..

Honestly.. I do feel so release...

All the pressures hv been pull out ! Thank u andy, suha, nina n kak pah!

Im truly blessed when all of u drag me outjust now...

A quote hv been conclude from my gath just now

" if u truly or really love someone.. Whenever u hate.. Whenever this person is truly not satisfied u .. nor not being as perfect person as u want... U still need his/ her as part of ur life ..."

For the fact whether u realize or not.. u are accepting him or her just the way he/ she is.. That is the true meaning of a true love..

Maybe peoples look this as a crazy things.. But the points is even tht love looks crazy for u but the most important things tht 2 persons need to be in love n understand with each other and having a sincere heart.. Whether it looks crazy for u or not. That will b enough for u..

Wht i hv noted for me:

I know maybe he is not a perfect guy from other peoples eyes.. Too much defect.. Too much drama.. Too much lies..

But for me he is part of my life now.. Even tough u know the hurt things more than good things.. If let say it is true, I do believe n hope tht he will realize by stop lying n change for a good person one day.. That will be just enough for me.. Watever people said, I still love him sincerely as the way he is as im not searching for a mr perfect, but im searching for a perfect person for me..

Praying to Allah that I hope this will be my last search for me n this is my true love that i keep finding for the rest of my life which is last till the end of my breath..

The end

Failed

I already failed..

I let everyone down n upset

Im sorry

Maybe after this there is no more fairytale for me..

We are young we are free

Late 20's doesnt mean tht u need to stop all the fun!

racing with Car Racing Simulator

Being A darth Vader!

Becoming A Ninja

Or Becoming A Mascot!

As Long As We Happy~~ Hehehe