PiEcEs oF Me.... TruLy, MaDLy, DeePLy....

:p

2012-02-14T01:55:00.001+08:00

Wish to excersise.. But no gang at all.. Anyone want to ask me?? Hehehe

Silence

2012-02-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

I cant be tough

I cant be strong

Watching these things happen in front of me

Without any sound n i keep it silence..

Behind these smile i cover the sorrow.

So i walk through the rain and then i cry

Nice :)

2012-02-10T22:16:00.003+08:00

-Neale Donald Walsch :

"The purpose of relationships is not to have another complete you. But to have another with whom to share your completeness."

P/s sweet :)

A Thousand Years

2012-02-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty I know she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath,

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

A Thousand Years By Christina Perri

Bila Tidak Ada Sifat Menghargai...

2012-02-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

Ditengah malam yang hening,

aku terbaca sebuah artikel di laman sesawang . Mata tak lekang melihat setiap bait ayat.

Hurmm.. Kisah seorang wanita yang aku rasa amat simpati dengannya .

Bertunang dengan seorang jejaka yg dilabelkan buaya darat atau playboy. Mengikat janji dengan alasan sudah berjumpa dengan wanita yang sesuai atau yang diidamkan.

Pastinya ini bukan kisah dongeng, mitos yang mana berkata jika sudah berjumpa dengan yang bersesuaian akan terus meninggalkan sifat buruk ini.

Mungkin kerana tabiat, si jejaka ini dalam diam masih lagi dengan sifatnya. Tidak dinafikan, lelaki ini sangat menyayangi wanita ini . Akan tetapi, seperti mempunyai dua personaliti, dia masih mengamalkan sifat lamanya.

Wanita yang percaya akan tunangnya yang sudah berubah, setia bersamanya, menyayanginya dengan berharap akan bahagia sehingga ke jinjang pelamin.

Hurmm.. Tetapi apakan daya, rahsia lelaki itu terbongkar apabila salah seorang wanita yang boleh dikatakan hendak dijadikan skandal lelaki itu adalah rakan tunangnya sendiri.

Patah hati wanita tersebut yang mana segala impian dan harapan berkecai di tengah jalan. Jejaka tersebut menyesal dan berjanji tak akan ulangi lagi.... Tetapi persoalaannya, ini bukan pertama kali , tetapi sudah beberapa kali berlaku tetapi sebelum pertunangan berlangsung.

Setiap kali perkara tersebut berlaku, pasti ada sahaja wanita lain yang datang dan mengaku sebagai kekasih jejaka itu. Sukar untuk percaya, sang wanita tetap setia kepada lelaki ini dan menganggapnya sudah berubah dan pasti akan lagi berubah apabila melangungkan rumah tangga nanti.

Aku termenung bila baca kisah ini.. Persoalannya, kenapa lelaki ini tak menghargai wanita ini?Sudah jelas di hadapan matanya seorang wanita sempurna dan sudah pun dianggap sebagai wanita yang di cari2 selama ini.

Kenapa dia tidak pernah berfikir akan perasaan tunangnya?

Fahamkah akan perasaan kecewa, pasrah, sedih wanita tersebut ?

Kalo wanita itu yang berbuat begitu apa perasaanya? Tak pernah fikir kah?

Hurmm.. sesungguhnya aku jadi emosi bila fikirkan balik.

Benar kata pepatah sesuatu kelakuan kalau sudah dikategorikan sebagai tabiat, mmg sangat sukar dibuang..

Mungkin bila hilang wanita ini suatu hari nanti baru jejaka ini akan sedar akan kealpaannya yang tidak ada sifat menghargai.

Menyesal tidak berguna lagi

P/s

Saya berharap perkara ini tidak berlaku kepada saya..

Sebagai renungan utk semua.

For You

2012-02-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

P/s I always love u

Long dress wanted!!

2012-02-07T08:34:00.000+08:00

Too adore.. Im Totally in love with the long dress.. Yeay...

Starting to do collections already!!! Yess�� below is my latest one that i buy from internet about rm100++.. edy says its way too much expensive but i love it so i cant handle it.

My mind is tired

2012-02-06T06:47:00.002+08:00

Kadang2 perasaan xcukup diungkapkan dalam satu ayat..

Tingkahlaku cukup menggambarkan segalanya...

Dugaan...

Sesungguhnya sy memerlukan percutian utk melupakan segalanya bt seketika

Life Must Go On...

2012-01-22T13:18:00.000+08:00

Well I do received a call and shocking email from my management ..

As a stepping stone for my career enhancement, i need to be upgrade to another skill set.

For that i will to be transfer to another office which will be a new environment for me as well.

That news is way too shock for me, as im not prepare at all...

I am too comfort being in my office in KL n suddenly received a letter to to start work in a new office day after tomorrow...

Hurm.. as usual, i am a little bit down as my mom always know i am a low self esteem..

But thinking back, maybe this is one of the test.. Maybe there must be a reasons of all these..

Therefore i take it as challenge to face it..

On my last day in KLC, my sweet team members celebrate me whereby I feel touched and appreciated.

I love u guys..

It is a great time working as a team... Hopefully to work again as a team :)

my cake :)

Graduate!!

2012-01-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

Yerp,

im finally graduate from my pre -marriage course which i thought it will be damn boring but it is not!!! Haha

2 days courses makes me way long to think.. Yet i learned lots of things from it...

Smiles :)

14/1/2012 - 15/1/2012

With my future husband.. Insyallah :)

Hi 2012..

2012-01-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hi 2012..

Please be good for me ...

This year will begin all a new chapter for me...

It is going to be a busy and tough days!!!

;)

Goodbye 2011.. Hello 2012

2011-12-31T13:11:00.001+08:00

Last day of 2011... Overall This year might b the most interesting years of all.. I was experience so many things.. Joining all types of races.. Travelling n photography... Mingle with more peoples... Watching a star dead in front of my eyes.. and so much more to list down...Most of my resolutions are accomplish and i do feel very blessed to Allah.. Yup there is up and there is down.. Let the good be maintain.. And let the bad fades away... I might not a perfect person but i am trying to get it ok..The most thing i'll never forget is by knowing to a sweet new family that i hope will be my real family nearly soon .. N of coz officially this year my status also been upgraded!! Wat a life!!! Goodbye 2011.. Welcome 2012!! May the new journey begins for all of us!!!

Cheaters

2011-12-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

Sejujurnya ,kadang- kadang aku sangat keliru dengan setiap keputusan malah pilihan yg sudah ditetapkan..

Ntah knapa disebalik semuanya aku rasakan ada tersirat penipuan di belakangku tanpa sedari selama ini.

Rendah sangat martabatku sehingga boleh dipijak dan di tipu?

Masakan tepuk sebelah tangan berbunyi.. tiada angin pokok boleh bergoncang??

Ya.. mungkin benar... mungkin salah tanggapanku ini.

Hanya coretan ketidakpuasaan hati

yg dh lama terbuku di hati...

melihat kebenaran tanpa meluahkan

p/s

Feels like want to slap peoples

......

2011-12-20T06:41:00.002+08:00

Hidup sempurna tp kadangkala hati tetap ada rasa sepi...

Hurmmmm

Back To Basic

2011-12-09T15:41:00.001+08:00

Due to uncontrollable spiltness and breakness of my hair or so called damage hair..

I 've decide to chop it off...

So there you go..

I decided to go back to basic without doing anything to my hair...

no more color or rebounding or even perming...

only trim cut, treatment and a little bit of fringe..

Yup quite happy coz no more damage hair..

Thanks to my hairstylist ewan from desiran spa to make it great ..

Welcome back wavy hair...

Bye2 to ugly damage hair...

Losing Weight

2011-12-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

Well its quite annoying when people around u keep saying that u keep gaining or weight or keep losing weight..

If before peoples around me keep saying that I'm gaining my weight but now it totally change..

It seems that I keep losing my weight month by month

P/s

Hopefully im not going to be meatless .. huhuhu

Before..

2010

After..

2011

I am Malaysian

2011-12-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

There is a time where it quite funny when u mingle with peoples from overseas.

Especially when they keep saying that u r not from ur country..

For me, Some people called me from Vietnam and some people are telling me that I am from Acheh, Indonesia..

Hurmm... I was quite confuse and blur when they keep speaking with me with their own language which i don't know even a word or neither understand.

Hahaha.. Totally funny when I flashed back.

I still remember when I was in Vietnam, the locals keep speaking with me Vietnamese which I don't understand at all

And they are speaking over n over including the taxi driver where I need to explain that I am from Malaysia... :)

n when Im with Indonesian too.. always speak Indonesian language with me and lastly said..

"Oh my I thought u from Acheh"... huwaaa

The truth is I am from Malaysia, born in Malaysia.. Proud to be Malaysian.. Hehehehe

The day of all

2011-11-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

Truly unexpected..

Actually i also cant believe it..

Its totally starting from a joke and yet become a real thing to happens..

It happens just like that!! Totally n truly simple....

I still wake up in the morning slapping face and hey now i am someone's fiancee!!

Cupcakes

The ring

Fruits

Officially tied to each other

My 26th birthday..

2011-11-17T14:20:00.001+08:00

Totally unforgetable birthday this year.. Yup i am already 26 years old

Hehehehe

Thanks to Mr E for the countless surprise things from u n this year a surprise dinner

P/s

People around me still though that I am on age 22.. hahaha

Delicious pavlova cake at Delicious

Spagetti de pesto for dinner

My Birthday Presents

Then I found a Sweet message behind its ears

and he also buy the same watch to pair with me

2 years n still moving

2011-11-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

Approximately it is lucky number 2...

Still standing and praying it will be till the end of our life

Insyallah.. Amin

Sweet number 2!!!!

Love u always..

P/s Hoping to move one step forward..

Moto GP 2011 in sepang

2011-11-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

On 21 october till 23 october..

I was involved with edy's support race moto gp in sepang...

Well it was great experiences.. It was my second race i was join..

And of course i am totally burn.. And my feets hurts.. Damn i feel like an old lady!!!

Other thn that.. Me, edy, zul, sidy,ijai an ijai's friends is one of the eyewitness of simoncellie death crash in sepang.. Damn.. I will nt forget it for the rest of my life..

We r at the south paddock where r the cornerof the crash is totally beside our paddock!!

i have a fever bcoz of that..

I never seen any tragedy before..

Moto Gp support race 2011: Bikers cub's team category

Well.. he was fall on track during the race.. totally makes me worried to the hell.. Yup that one damage of the bike!!

Before race

I am a crew on that race...

At last..

2011-09-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Huhuhu...

Finally..

After years..

Then I buy a sport shoe ...

Hahaha..

Well it time to get active back..

Haha

2011-09-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

Day after.. Yeap.. Still Hungry like hell..

Haha

Menu:

Fried Meehon

Satay Minang (picture)

Hungry..

2011-09-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

Yup we are damn hungry..

Hungry till can eat a cow.. hahahaha

Messed up

2011-09-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

I just ruined everything...

Yup everything...

Im not sure if it can b mend back...

Happy birthday Husna

2011-09-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

It's first HUsna's birthday party ever..

Actually her exact birthday was on 9/9/2011...

Yup.. She is more cuter than ever.. She also has a tooth on her below gum.. Cute!

Edy cooks a delicious spagethi for all the guests and me helping him too.. Damn suddenly i am hungry!!!

Selamat Hari Raya 2011

2011-09-09T13:49:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011...

Yup I know i forgot to continue to story about my preparations for Raya..

Well as conclusions, everything when smooth except Im still working a day before Hari Raya and when back to Perak on Hari Raya itself!!!

Fuh... the Pictures for this year also not that great as previous years include the celebrations..

Even tough like that, for me..

This year it gives me a lot of meaning to enjoy the different

Really... Totally.... Seriously....

n again just want to wish...

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin..

P/s

me and him..

yup we manage to buy and wearing a same color theme for this year..

hahaaha

same day but different place.. ;p

Apa Salahku..

2011-08-20T02:13:00.001+08:00

Apa Salahku..

Damn It is sad ...

Totally..

%$^&

Smurf!!

2011-08-19T14:00:00.001+08:00

Smurf meet up!!!

Heee .. ;)

2011-07-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

Best...

Got another collections of

Hard Rock Tshirt and Lanyard from My Initial D hero who just came back from Penang

Thanks...

P/s

Tido sambil senyum :)

Shopping Mood and Hari Raya Preparation

2011-07-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

These days.. I am on mood for shopping...

Oh yess... I think it is a time for me to update my wardrobe since I havent updated it such for a long time...

(Damn I am feel so challenged bcoz of several incidents these days- that makes me want to shop- a- lot aka changing my image slowly )

Today... Off day...

So I am accidentally shopping.. hahaha...

While bz choosing.. Suddenly, I remember that Hari Raya is on September!!!

Yikes!!! Need to save my money!!! So decide to shop Hari Raya for my dad and my sis first... My mom and my other sis will b next month...

Mine?? hihihi.. Actually still buying something for me- not as much as I expecting and I also need to forget for a while to update my shoes on rack..

Hurm let see what I already prepared for Hari Raya...

Baju Kurung - Nope - will buy together with Mr Boyfie

Raya Cookies - Yess- 2 set at Hasnan , 2 set at Kak Zue, 2 set at Dd

Tickets - Nope- Still Waiting for leave approval

Raya Clothes For Family - Abah and Cah - done , Mak and Adik - Pending

Angpow - Erk, Totally Not Yet..

Car Service - Not Yet!!!! Arghh!!! Dh nak kena servis...

P/s

Speechless

Need A New Makeup Plss...

2011-07-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

I am a basic make up user...

Just now searching at google , read and found out the best review for makeup cosmetics are mostly from MAC...

Hurm ...

That's attract me most...

Never use MAC makeup before...

But how to start?

Anyone???

I Do Realize On Something...

2011-07-12T11:04:00.000+08:00

Today..

A friend of mine which is one of my best friend till now.. makes me realize on something that

I've been forgot for a while..

Yup it is true...

We live only once in a lifetime...

So.. Grab every things if U can...

Well.. I think it is time for me to make another changes in my life...

Thank u Ika for the words..

Totally open my eyes widely..

The Moment I Dislike People

2011-06-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

Kata pepatah ada mengatakan 'Sarang Tebuan Jangan Dikacau'

It same goes to me...

I really dont know wht to say...

But she makes me hate her!!!

Urgh....

Sound stupid and not professional at all but hey! can u find someone else to mess up!!!

I am hardly hate or unlike people.. But once I hate its mean that person is totally terrible!!!

P/s

I hope you not entering my life anymore!!!!

Leave anything that belongs to me!!!

Go away!!!

Happy Birthday Edy

2011-06-14T14:57:00.007+08:00

Happy 29th Bufday My Dear...

Semoga Panjang Umur Murah Rezeki

Im always pray the best for you

P/s

Hope u like the cake and the gifts

134

Cry

2011-05-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

One thing I hate the most

being alone during rain

Hardly to describe...

Sometimes even tough u already done all the things that u need to do..

Loneliness

Is the feelings that I never can't avoid...

I do really try to be a strong girl..

But why do tears keeps falling to my cheek

When it comes to rain and being alone.. which by do nothing..

I really can't avoid this loneliness feeling..

Maybe that's the reason y I'm prefer to go out or working...

Dear Khalilah,

..Please stop crying..

Tentang Kamu

2011-05-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

Tentang Kamu...

Ku tak bisa menebak

Ku tak bisa membaca

Tentang kamu

Kau buat kubertanya

S’lalu dalam hatiku

Tentang kamu

Reff:

Bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau

Dari kekuranganmu hingga lebihmu

Bagaimana bila semua benar terjadi

Mungkin inilah yang terindah

Begitu banyak bintang

Seperti pertanyaanku

Tentang kamu

Kembali ke Reff

I Do - Colbie Caillat

2011-04-02T19:08:00.001+08:00

The song that makes me want to dance all the times..

So sweet..

Harus jadi salah satu lagu tema kalau aku kawin.. Hahaha...

I do adore her hair in this vc... Can i do that ? Suit with me? since my hair is a mess rite now..

Since i addicted to a long dress now... yup her long dress is one of my fav!!! I want it !!!!!!!!

Husna...

2011-03-31T22:59:00.006+08:00

She's so cute..

Love her...

Finally can hold her for real..

P/s

Suddenly I feel I want my own baby

Me and Husna..

Me, Husna and Husna's mom.. Shidah..

Butterfly in My Stomach

2011-03-31T02:04:00.002+08:00

Today is my unexpected day...

I am nervous..

The result...

They LIKE me

Alhamdulillah

Waiting For The Next Step..

Dirimu Satu

2011-03-30T01:01:00.002+08:00

This song is so sweet..

Melting..

So Romantic

We love movies!!!

2011-03-29T03:07:00.004+08:00

As usual as a movie maniac especially a fan of arts movie..

This time

'Ayat-Ayat Cinta'

simple yet memorable..

Never watch this movie before and honestly i was crying while watching it.. huhuhu

I know it's an old film already.. but who cares .. haha..

P/s

Having 3 more DVDs to finish up.. All Indonesia's films...

All Jakarta mari..

Hehehhe..

Gambatte ne..

Thank you to my movie maniac partner aka my boyfie for keep lending me his DVD 's for me to watch..

Nmpak gayanya pas ni terer cakap Indon la aku..

Thank You...

2011-03-25T02:45:00.001+08:00

I've got a gift... :)

So happy...

Thank You Mr E..

Carolina Herrera VIP :)

They are here!!!

2011-03-12T02:36:00.001+08:00

My family was here!!!

Yup include my cat !!! haha...

Its was a great moment spending my time with my family even i was so damn tired and bz...

Congratulations to my dearest cousin... Fairuz for her lovely wedding..

Happy for u!!!

P/s

So lazy to attached pictures.. Hiks... :)

Unexpected ThingS That U Never Think...

2011-03-08T08:28:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, things that u never expect, will come to you directly..

It is totally the same with me...

I do confess that I was damn nervous on that day..

It was totally such a great day and moments...

Eventually, gave me lots of meaning by that...

yup... Meeting new peoples, new frens, new family members, and of coz spending my time with him all day long!!!

Damn tired but yet worth it.. :)

Lalala

2011-02-18T22:17:00.006+08:00

Today..

Exploring my new I pod shuffle gave by my company from annual dinner.. hehehe..

Never had an apple product before.. so quit blur on how to use it.. But at last I made it.. haha..

Suppose now having my dinner with my boyfie, unfortunately he can't fetch me up... wuwuwu..

but its ok..

Starting by tomorrow, will work 3-12 for 4days.. huarghh!! I don't know what to write anymore..So, ja!!!

P/s

Eddy bought new downhill bike which is so cool!!! It is already second bicycle he had!! and I'm not have it even one!! aiyoo!!! How la to join..

Ermm looks like I have to exercise traditionally.. jog and aerobic from home!! hahaha..

Him with his bike!!

Looks like me handling a scrambler.. tyre damn big!!!

Happy 2011

2011-02-15T15:54:00.006+08:00

Wooo.. It's been a long time I didn't update my blog... fuh..

Well.. Im quite bz lately with this whole new year 2011...

Work and personal..

-Work..

More stressful and busier than ever...

-Personal..

So far so good ...

So many unexpected happens... good and bad...

As for a summary...

I've been reshuffle into a new group whereby my scope is for technical queue only.. For me, my job is more stressful, busier and lots of things need to do..

Have a great personal life whereby got lots of unexpected things, gifts and events.. wink.. wink..

Faced an accident in the end of January, where i'm safe from that deadly scene.. Alhamdulillah...

Currently..

Just finish attended:

+ Astrofest

+Annual dinner..

Some pictures of my company's annual dinner at Palace Of Golden Horses, KL..

P/s

Am Not Beautiful At All.. But still want to share some of the pictures.. :)

Farewell..

2010-12-14T19:02:00.002+08:00

Erm.. This is our last party makan2 with my group bfore major reshuffle effective this January..

I am so damn sad... We are more like a family.. We have lots of memory as teamates for almost 2 years... After we will be split into 3 department for major calls... Mizal, Ina, Aneis, Daus, Andrew, Stan and Nana will be stay maintain in general line... Ain , Lyn, Andy and of course myself go for technical team. Last but not least, Nitya will go for Byond team.

Plus, it is a damn sad moment when there will no one left behind in our group. All of us also will be in separate team even u already classified under these category too.

Im totally down when heard this news but what to do.. I need to think positively and take it as challenge. Gambatte k-ly chan...

So, we decide to have fun rather than to be sad..

Beside makan2, we also have birthday celebration for November's babes which is including me!!

with cute cupcakes..

Discovery Science' Team

Pizza and cakes.. yummy!!

November's babes!!

Love this pic!! Relax and enjoy!!

Full House Cafe

2010-11-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

Jalan2 Cari Makan...
This time at Full House Cafe, Jalan Yap Kwan Seng, KL

Curry Laksa for Encik Edy -*Nice*

Spageti Alfredo for Me - *Not At All*

Manggo Milk Shake- *Nice* and Korean Jujubu Tea - *Nice*

P/s
The Restoran is nice and beautiful especially with boutique concept but foods need to improve

Nona's Wedding..

2010-11-21T22:58:00.005+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nona..

I am so happy for U..

Another one of my Best friend yg dh join kelab 'Im not single and available anymore'

Hehehe

P/s

It also my very first experience being a bridesmaid...
Fuhh..

These are some of pictures from phone camera during the day
The rest is in Edy's cam..
He still not transfer until now.. Sigh..
Will get from him later..

Heading to Bentong..

Encik Edy saya dengan muncungnya x habis2, sedang bwk keta laju sbb takut lambat..

The Invitation Card

Pengantin sedang makeup.. Igtkan dh lambat td..

The gifts to the groom

The bride

Bride and Bridesmaid

Finally settle, Fuhh..
Neves mcm aku lak yg kawen..
Thanks to Encik Edy sbb sudi teman Cik k-ly ke Bentong

I am 25...

2010-11-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today , 17th of November 2010..

I am 25 years old

A day of bless.. My birthday also falls on Haj celebration.

Domo Arigatou To All Frens, Families and also Mr E for Wishes+ Birthday Songs..
No Celebration At All But Yet Really Meaningful To Me..
Ketupat+Rendang+Lemang = The Best from All Cakes!!! :D

Masak- masak

2010-11-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

Today,

Main masak2 ..

Konon2 nak bangun awal gla.. Kunci jam awal tapi tangan ni asik tekan 'snooze' je

Sedap punya tido terbangun kol 10..

Nasib mak aku yg gerakkan.. Pastu mak ingtkan planning aku hari ni iaitu main masak2

Arghh.. Aku semamngnya dah lambat..

Nk mandi tp tetiba lak boleh pegi terbasuh kain and basuh bilik air sekali...

Lagi la lambat.. Pegi membasuh lak

Then p Tesco..

Bli la apa yg patut... aku hampir lupa daratan kejap time membeli..

Sedang aku alpa.. tetiba mak aku call and aku tersedar dari lamunan shopcaholic aku and hanya ambik barang apa yg patut je.. haha

Sabor je laaa...

Sampai je umah lutut ketaq.. Laparla..

Ikutkan hati nk beli je nasi bungkus.. Tapi sbb dah berazam main masak2.. so kuatkan semangat!! Chaiyok..

Sebelum jadinya makanan2 itu.. aku terasa aku sgtla lembap aku memasak..

dan aku rasa dlm byk2 bnda aku buat selama ni.. memasak la perkara paling tough dan getir yg aku hadapi.. haha

Agak menyampah...Tapi disebabkan azam bulan November yg aku dh buat hari tu..

Aku tabahkan hati demi masa depan yg gemilang.. hahaa...

Masak punya masak.. So jadila menu untuk hari ini.. Kari ayam, sayur campur, serta papadom goreng..

Macam xpcaya.. aku masak dgn jayanya!!! Mengikut tukang rasa iaitu sepupu saya.. masakan adalah marvelous!!! yess!!! Baru semangat nak masak lagi!!

Kari Ayam

Sayur Campur

Rainbow After Rain :)

2010-11-10T01:14:00.007+08:00

Another great off day today after a long disastrous day for me yesterday..

Im not going to describe what happen yesterday..

I hate it..

One of it, ( I need to go to a training at 9 am and a day before that I need to worked until 12 midnite!!! ) argghh!!! and so much more happened at me !! yesterday, I do a lot of crying!!!! and I don't want to remember it anymore!!!! Tension..

Today, I 've been 'heret paksa' by Mizal to meet Lyn, Dorry, Syed, Ina, Syazwan and also Linda at Wangsa Walk...

We played bowling for 2 games..

First game won second last and secong game, I have won 4rd place from 6rd place... Hahaha..

Thanks to Mizal for 'heret' me for an outing today..

Kinda relief when I really hit the bowling pin!!! Damn lega!!!

After that, Lyn send me home and later at nite Mr Edy, bring me out for dinner..

He brought me to Bob's Burger at Keramat Au5..

Yup eating the most delicious, sloppiness burger in town!!

The burgers are so big and two of us cannot open our mouth that big!!!

Bob's stall also been renovated!! Quite nice from the first day we came!!!

Edy and me also give opinion on putting a board for customer's sign since there is an empty space at the place where he cooks his burgers. Plus, his burger also starting to be known by most celebrities and also from foreigners. And Bob loves the idea!!! Hehehe...

It's kinda funny when remember both of us try to eat our big burger just now.. No more control cun hokkey.. Dua2 x bole blah.. haha! Me was having lamb special and edy.. beef double cheese special.

It's quite a calm feeling when can lepak2 under beautiful shining stars with nice songs even u only have for a burger... heheh..

I am having fun all of my day today even maybe for other people seems it as a simple and boring outing...

Who cares.. at least it does make me happy

P/s:

' There will be a beautifull rainbow after a bad rain" :)

Welcome To Wangsa Walk..

Lyn and Me

Dorry, Me and Lyn

Hahaha..

Unprofessional bowler..

Us

New Bob's Burger Stall.. Now Got Lampu Lip Lap!! :)

Edy's Burger.. Mine forgot to snap

His face after having burger.. hehe..

Twinkle2 Shinning Star

2010-11-07T02:47:00.003+08:00

Do you love stars?

I do love stars

Well.. for me, when watching into the sky,it gives u a calmness that u never resist

During my teenage days, i do loves watching the stars at night..

Wishing I can reach it one day.. hehee

My obsession to stars encourage me to go to enter science stream after PMR exam just to fulfill my dream as astronomer..

Unfortunately, i failed to fulfill my dream.. hurm...

Nowadays also I realize is so hard for me to watch stars any more..

In the middle of KL plus with the condition of my house now..

Lagi la susah

It will sounds good if rite now Im at the beautiful beach, watching a thousand stars shinning in the sky..

How wonderful..

OMG...

2010-11-05T19:40:00.003+08:00

When I checked my wardrobe again..

I am wondering...

Why and why my interest in choosing colour of clothes nowadays should be pink or red???

Yup.. I really don't know why...

Mostly and lately, I will buy that colour... no more blue colour... haha...

and the most obvious thing is...

I love girly tops and dress...

me? girly tops??? OMG!!!!

What happen?? I'm not like this during my previous years...

I am a girl with rock and roll attitude...

T- shirt and jeans will takes me anywhere including work!!!

For shoes...

Sport and snickers..

Now??

I really don't have snickers or even sport shoes anymore.. seriously..

Appearance.

I am changing I think.. hahaha...

See? hahaha.. girly dress with pink and red colour..

-KoSonG-

2010-11-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

Langit..
Awan..
Malam..
Sepi..

Kulihat Kosong
Tiada Bintang Indah
Harap Tak Berbalas
Hilang Kembali sinarnya

Lirik, lagu
seribu makna
Aku, malamku
hilang arahnya

Senyum..
Tawa
Bukan jawapannya

Tanya hati
Tanya diri
Sempurnakah
Bahagiakah

Andaiku,
Hilang dari pandangan
Lengkapkah
kehidupan indah?

Kuharap yg baik saja

Bulan November..

2010-11-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

For the month of November,

I already promise to myself that I will cook more often since Im starting to forget how to cook simple things!!!

As a beginning, I 've already started to cook spageti meatball and capati with sardines...

And it will continue with many more recipe especially from my mom..

Such a waste as a grand daughter of an army chef, i really don't know how to make a great dish!!! Urghh!!!

P/s
Akan lebih gigih main masak2 pasni

Sweet..

2010-11-03T16:03:00.000+08:00

Approximately, It's Already Been A Year!!!

I still Love U until This Second...

2009

2010

Wishing All The Best To Us...

Edy and Kly
^_^

Missing my Other Half..

2010-10-31T00:01:00.003+08:00

Cautions: Entri ini entry gedik.. Pls ignore it

Yesterday, he off to Brunei..

I don't even know why this time I become so sad and too emotional..

Actually it just a couple of days and yet i feel so incomplete...

Yup, it's been a while we never lost contact even for a day..

Before this, when he fly to somewhere, the feeling is not like this..

Hurm.. but this time I really don't know y.. :(

yup, It's been second day,

I think he feels the same way as I do..

Bcoz suddenly, I received sms from him asking about me..

Even a simple and short sms, yet enough to make me smile all day long...

Actually, I thought he will forget me once he's there but the fact is he do remember me!!!

Maka tersengih2la saya macam kerang busuk satu hari..

Off all these sudden, my friends always said that I have no feelings at all..

But hey,I do realize that I do have feeling rite now.. what an achievement!!!

P/s
Addicted to online girly dress!!!

Terrified

2010-10-29T11:37:00.004+08:00

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

Terrified by Katherine Mcphee

p/s
T_T

Soal Hati

2010-10-28T02:04:00.002+08:00

Kadang2 soal hati susah nk sangkal

Tanya pada hati, buka matanya

Salahku di sini

Dugaanku di sini

Semua asik gusar sama inspirasi hatiku

maafkan kalau benar kalian nampak kekurangan dwajah gembira

kerna

aku hanya ingin dmengerti..

hanya kehendak, ku mohon dihormati

terima cintaku seolah terima daku seadanya.

.titik.

10/10/10

2010-10-11T22:01:00.008+08:00

10/10/10

Mostly people will take opportunity to get married, engaged, formal ceremony and bla2x
which include me!!!
And yup I am off on that day.. yipee!!!

what am I doing this date???

Hehehe...

1st off all..

My Boss' Open House

From left :Ina,Lyn,Dorry, Me and Andy
At the Back: Kak Leny aka my boss

2nd,

Visit Nana and her new baby...

Nur Husnina Humaira..
So cute.. Btw, no baby picture can be post as per request by Nana herself...

3rd,

Dorry's House...

She has a CUTE and ADORABLE cat!!! Also no picture...

Last but not least,

Hakim aka Pak Abu's Open House

From left: Shahril Alizam, Amir, Khairil, Sham, Pak Abu aka Hakim
From Right: Musz, Kak Aini, Ina,Me and Dorry

As a conclusion 10/10/10 is my eatING day..
I am so full and tired..

And I am going to diet back.. uRGH...

Is it Because I am Older??

2010-10-08T11:49:00.003+08:00

I think my antibody is down already..

I don't know why I do feel not well these days..

I do try not to get into it but seriously I can't!!!

How to be Superwoman like my mom? Haiyoo..

Previous post I do have mentor- buddy session for my 5th batch..

Guess what starting today, it's going to be my 7th batch!!

Hurm.. and yes, name is the first selection among others !!! Huh!!! Maybe I didn't realize that I have a talent to be a teacher!!! hahahaa!!!

I hate to be a teacher!!! I hate to teach !!! But I realize it is my talent actually.. OMG!! hahaha!!!

yUP,during my younger days, I am hot tempered and not kinda patience person. My sisters always hate me when it comes for me to teach them especially homeworks!!!

But since I am enter to working world and know Edy, well it changes me a lot. I become a lot calmer!!, turn to a patience person (patient yg melampau ok!!! x sangka aku!!!), maybe more mature in seeing things overall!! Eyes wide open..

Is it because I am older??

Huhuhu..

Gulpp!!!

2010-10-06T23:12:00.003+08:00

Syukur..

Alhamdulillah..

That's What I Am Going To Say Rite Now..

I hope Everything Will be Going Well..

Damn Nervous!!!

If It's Love

2010-09-30T13:05:00.001+08:00

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

[Chorus]
If It's Love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

[Chorus]

You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

If It's Love By Train

Bz or Workaholic???

2010-09-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

Ye secara jujurnya.. Ye..Saya sangat penat ... Tersangatla penat..
Macam2 rasanya kna buat..
Hari ni ammend shift..
From 3pm to 12am become 1pm to 10 pm
Majority today's call as usual handling dispute case..
Damn.. I hate dispute...
Just finished with mentor- buddy session for 5 days..
Yup session yg kasi kepalaku pening , darah ku naik, rasa nk jatuh sakit sbb tahan marah even this is my 5th batch im become mentor for new bees.. Huhuhu sudah rasa nk demam2 daaaa..
Tomorrow laks got training at Bukit Jalil in the morning .. Being selected person as Super user for new access
AFter that have open house at my maksu's house in the evening..
Fetch my sis subuh at 4 am after that..
Get up early in the morning next day and bring my sis around before send her to her company's training centre..
If got time lari jap for friends invitation > karaoke session..
Day after that need to work for 8 am shift..
Suppose off day on 4th and 5th but being selected again as Super User for another thing which is new thing.. Kna training lagi during my off day..
And kesimpulan work for 9 days non -stop!!!!
Nasib ada one day off kejap tgh2 satu hari
Then I think I will be tertiarap!!! after that 9 days over

Oh ya after that day also there will be super duper another bz days..
I am really wishing for a good health for myself
I am trying to catch up everything so that I will not miss up every things... works, families and friends.. I know I already miss up a lot of things ..

Here we go!!!

First step, I am going to sleep now!! Got training tommorow!!!

When is My Turn???

2010-09-25T11:05:00.004+08:00

Looking at my friends getting married , having a family makes me want it too!!!
Sometimes feel envy with them..
Their face expression enough to said that....
Yup, In Malaysia, for a girl at my age especially, suppose need to get married..
Hehehe..
But my time is not coming yet.. Therefore, I just want to enjoy every moments that I have rite now....
I'll get married and having a family when my turns come!
Insyallah..

So this is the answer for all the questions for all my families, friends and etc. hehehe...

P/s
- Congrats to Edy's Sister for giving a birth to lovely daughter, Nur Ayatul Husna.. So cute!!!
- Praying for safety to my friend Nana.. Already admitted in hospital yesterday, giving birth to her first daughter too!!!
- Yup, another Congrats to my course mate, DIksu also for giving a birth to a lovely daughther!!!
- Congrats my far a away best friend, Dian for her solemnization.. I am not expecting u will married this fast!!! No single gang already!!
- Anis Mahdi!! also will getting married this 3rd of October...

**Remarks**
Good news in one shot!!! :)

Salam Eid Mubarak 2010

2010-09-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Eid Mubarak to All Muslim's Around The World..
Hoping and Praying This Syawal May Give Us A Bless.
Forgive Me If I'm Wrong. I'm Not Perfect Person.
Im Just A Normal Human Being Who Always Makes Mistakes All The Time...

Yours Sincerely,
Nur Khalilah Abdul Jalil

P/s
Please ignore my raya pic yg ala2 datin gitu.. haha

Thinking Of Being Missing Person

2010-09-05T02:27:00.003+08:00

Im having feelings disorder rite now..
My heart feels so hurt..
But yet trying to create as many smiles as I can..

But how?? Peoples still can see it..

Maybe i should pack my bag rite now and lost contact with people for a while..

Being at a lonely beaches, watching sunset, capturing pictures,listening to music and having for a cup of coffee..

That will be nice...

Starting saying yes to all...

2010-08-29T02:36:00.003+08:00

Watching 'Yes man' movie just now at HBO..
And yes it opens my mind about saying word 'yes'
Maybe I should not try not to lost any opportunity rite here..
But how???
My times is not flexible as people out there...

Hurm.. I should find a way rite here or I will stuck in a boring same day routine...
Forever and ever..

Omg.. It's not going to be like that .. am i?

What happen to the ambitious dreams since Im a little girl about what will i do when I'm working??
Hmm.. Seems this year is already my second year working but I'm still kinda stuck in a same daily routine..
Arghh....

Looks like I will try to grab all opportunity that comes to me later!!!
Need some changes and lots of activity rather than keep online and watch tv during my off day..
Boring...

Saying yes to all!!!

Michelle Branch - You Get Me

2010-08-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

Outing...

2010-08-22T03:22:00.001+08:00

Overall, this is the best action movie ever.. Staring by most famous actors in Hollywood..
I think I want to watch it again.. Totally great!!!

P/s
Great day..
Thanks to Mr Boyfriend for movie, starbuck and sahur!! hehehe

Entri Yg Tergedik

2010-08-11T02:06:00.005+08:00

Pls ignore this entry if u feel geli-geleman.. :)

Hmm..

I miss him so much and can simply crying rite now

Thanks for cheering me up

and saying that I don't have to feel sad coz I have him rite here beside me..

Yup Edy,
The truth is

I am

GLAD

that u r with me

Thank you..

us
23/7/2010 - 25/7/2010

First Day Of Sahur

2010-08-10T02:16:00.005+08:00

This nite,

First day of sahur for Ramadan.

I am all alone here..

No ones here..

Totally sad

I can't stop from letting my tears coming out

Enough say,

I hate it

Edy,

Thanks for trying to keep me laugh tonight.

Really appreciate that

Aishiteru

How tO Increase It??

2010-08-10T01:22:00.004+08:00

My sis was coming to KL for a short trip.
She's having some training for three days..
I'm glad meeting her even for a while and talk with her...
At that moment I am so relief to tell her bout everything...

Other than that..
I wish I can see another positive perspective on the other way...
Yup always think positive..

I hate when I think/do:
- Feel that sometimes I'm not even eligible at all for certain things
- I'm not even feel confidence at myself
- Give up easily
- Emotional and can't chill out...
- I'm not beautiful nor attractive at all

Maybe I should be more respect to others and myself of course, always bless on whatever I have rite now,be more calmer but wise!! and last but not least be more proactive on physical and mental

Note to myself,
Please be more confident Kell!!I know I can do it..

P/s
Mybe I need to go for a self esteem camp most probably...
I don't wnt to be a weak woman.. Huh..

Berehat Sebentar..

2010-08-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

Astro Away Day..

Totally have fun even for a day..

Hehehe.

:)

It's Such A long Time...

2010-07-31T11:02:00.005+08:00

Bersawang dah rupanya my blog.. Already abandon this blog for quite sometimes bcoz of the pack and tight schedule for me to spnd my time for blogging.. These are the compilation of what I've do these days.

1) Feelings

Kadang2 pancaindera yang merasa agak sukar ditafsirkan dari mata yang melihat.
Mungkinkah ini yg dinamakan deria keenam??
Sukar diterjemah atau untuk difahami untuk orang yang berikutnya..
I really want to ignore this feelings but I can't...
Something's fishy is going on...
Called me bad for giving bad impression to other people..
Actually I also not like this feelings either but I really don't know why.. Arghh..

2) Work

Hari demi hari perasaan fedup makin tebal.. Kebebasan hak peribadi byk tersekat. Aku nk bebas but who wants to give me money if im quit then??
Pressure, pressure and pressure... I'm giving my focus on work almost 150%.. Over 100% but yet still nt enough.. Damn I will be crazy for being a slave on my work.. Too tired!!! I really want a healthy and normal life that I think would be impossible..

3) Life

So far so good.. I really have to plan my financial issues rite here.. Need to plan savings more and more. I do envy with certain peoples where they can manage their financial wisely. Family? good and healthy? Me? Oh ya, I really, hoping, and dying to get urgent or major diet rite now.. GEMUK dh.. Huhuhu...

4) Love

I do love Edy so much.. He also loves me too.. But I don't know why sometimes that he feels unsure with me. That makes major worried for me here. Yeah, sometimes I do feel sad becoz of my worried feelings.. But good friends of mine said to me to chill out, enjoy your life and believe that if he 's belong to you, by the end he will be with u. Just follow the flow.. Be urself..
p/s Yup, Im trying to.. Deep in my heart, I always pray only the goods for us.. Amin..
I do love him every second with all of my heart. Please pray for us...

5) Friends

Thank to Allah I've been giving such wonderful friends these days.. I do love all my friends so much.. Thanks for ur concern and kindness.. Really appreciate that...I also miss my great buddies Nona, Ros, Karen, Nu'ui and Kak Eida.. I know it's been a long time I didn't contact or seeing u guys..But deep in my heart, I always remember and love u guys..

6) Ambition

I am planning to get my track back when time comes whereby mybe i'll further my studies or try bck to get in broadcast line or anything which I can get out from call centre field. Keeps my hair long as I already promise to someone. Of course ya saving!!!!

7) Current event

I will handling my 4rd batch of new bees.. New product launching soon.. Become one of the pilot team in my centre.. Bulan puasa of course... Oh another bz bz and bz days for me!!! Flat already!!!

P/s
Selamat Pengantin Baru Karen!!! Love u!!!

Agak Tertekan Jugakla

2010-07-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

Tekanan...

Tekanan..

Tekanan...

Leh x rasa nk tender je skarang ni..

Gila stress...

How I am Going To Lose My Weight???!!!

2010-07-12T00:50:00.005+08:00

I am thinking the way on how losing my weight faster....
Damn.. I am gaining my weight back...
Naik 8 kilo sekelip mata...
Gosh.. mentakedarah ke ape....
Muka dh macam bola..
Seluar dh x muat...
Fuhhh.. Damn..
Such a challenge for me...
People said that when u gaining ur weight, it is a symbols that u r happy..
Yes,I am happy
but if I just let it be,later on people won't even recognize me anymore.. Hehehe

P/s
I am wondering to buy a new sport shoe..
Hurm.. need to start jog again ASAP...
Waaaa........

Time Is Running Out...

2010-07-07T22:41:00.001+08:00

Huh.. It's been a long time not updating my blog..
Fuh.. Dusty already.. hik hik hik

Well it's been quit tough days for me especially last June.
And most probably it will continue until when... then I won't know... Fuh...

Time's now showing 5.45 AM.. today I need to work at 8 Am.
Tetiba kan bgun awal pukul 5.. Huhuhu..

Dalam x boleh tido ni... Suddenly I am thinking...Tik Tok Tik Tok.... Well times wait for no man...
Then I realize how fast time is it... Huhuhu... Of course.. Let's check it out..

1. It's already July rite now, and next month is Ramadhan!! I don't cover my fasting yet.. Damn, I am so last minute!!! I thought lambat lagi.. My bad!!! So hari ni kita puasa..
2. My friends Karen and Nona will be someone's wife this year.. Karen, this 31 July and Nona, this Nov... Omg. still cannot believe it.. Later? I don't know.. Hik hik hik...
3. Oh yess.. It's July already!!! I am in a middle of 2010... I imagined that I'm still in a early of the year.. ;p
4. Well, well, when I'm look at my calendar, I 've been a working woman for a year already... Day by day.. I am so busy.. Keje asik2 nk dekat 12 jam .. House is a place where I rest and tido je... I am workaholic to the max!!!
5. My mom, relatives and family's friends are starting to bising2 ask me to get married.. Arghh.. So stress!!! I know I'm almost 25 years old.. But it just 25 not 30... Aiyaa...

P/s
Ohh I wish I can turn back the time... Can I be 18 again?? ;p

Samson- Regina Spektor

2010-06-21T19:21:00.002+08:00

This is totally a great music and song from Regina Spektor...
Such A Calm Feelings... Sweet..

Happy Edy's Day...

2010-06-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

It's Edy's Day...

14 /6/2010

U r 28th!!!!!

Sorry, coz we both can't celebrate it together

U are at Bali and Im at Terengganu..

But I hope you like my present and cake....

143 forever...

P/s
yUP..I do miss u.. sob sob T_T

An Ultimate Decision..

2010-05-27T23:16:00.005+08:00

Tonight..
We already decide something
Something for us..
After December..
We'll see what will happen soon..
Hope it will be some changes from him soon..
I am praying to Allah SWT

May Allah leads him the way..

or else..
After this year.. If there is no changes..

Hurm...

I'm the one who will make my move...

Walking away..

Away from him..

And never looks back anymore

FOREVER AND EVER...

P/S
It is hard for me to do this.. I hate it.. But I have too.. ;(

Phone!!! Hehehehe...

2010-05-20T18:30:00.003+08:00

At last ... New phone...

My 'Sony Ericsson W995'

P/s

Msg or call x dapat tiada lagi!!!
Hehehe..
Thanks to my sis who chosed it for me...

Fuh..

2010-05-15T16:48:00.003+08:00

It such a long long day I need to face up today..
I really can't understand with that...
Unstable hormone maybe..

Damn I am so tired..

Today,KL was filled up with crowds of people due to flood in KL area.
Traffics jam were everywhere...
Outside -raining heavily..
My colleagues and i of course stuck at office until 9 pm something
Supposedly we went back home at 5pm just now but well..
As usual group meeting for 2 hours...
Follow up cases for 1 hour..
And then when the time came for us to go home..
Tadaaa...
Rain..
Flood in KL..
and yess KL full with traffic jams...

Thank god we were stuck at Capsquare ...
We have dinner at subway
Chit chat until we think that the traffics jam already over..
and then went home!!!

Once I reached home..
Feel tired like hell.
Seriously..
Arghhh...
I am sleepy already..
But I'm to stubborn to sleep!!! hahaha

Gosh I really need to sleep.. Adios

P/s
Tired but yet I miss somoeone T_T

Sweet Escape...

2010-05-12T09:18:00.002+08:00

We Are Having A Sweet Escape!!! Will Update Later.. Totally Tired..
Got To Work Also After This...

Lalalala.. Hari2 Kerja...

Bila Nk P Bercuti Ni???!! Urghh

2010-05-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

If I could Turn Back The Time...
Would Be My Life Better:? Would Be My Life Be Worse And Ever..

Sejak kebelakangan ni..
Restless..
X larat...
As a conclusion...
I want a vacation...
Yaa please..

P/s
Lalalalala...

Opss.. :)

2010-05-06T00:15:00.007+08:00

***Sesiapa yg terbaca, Sila abaikan entri yg tergedik ni***

Tetiba...

Terasa Diri Sangat Bertuah...

Bila Tersedar...

Orang Tu Rupa2nya Sangat2 Sayang Dkat Saya Juga..

Terharu...

Sob2..

Muka Blushing...

Hehehehe... :P Opss tergediks lak..

P/s

I Love beach with sunset.. Hehehehe

60 ways For A Soulmate

2010-05-01T16:45:00.003+08:00

60 Petua Mendapat Pasangan

(copy and paste from Dian's Facebook- This is totally interesting!!!)

1. Semua orang ada jodoh atau pasangan yang menanti dan biasanya ia berada tidak jauh dari anda. Jarang orang bertemu dengan jodoh yang berada jauh darinya.

2. Jodoh itu ketentuan Allah dan kita wajib berusaha. Doa, usaha yang betul dan bersungguh-sungguh disertai dengan tawakkal, insyallah akan menemukan anda dengan pasangan anda.

3. Ramai orang masih belum bertemu jodoh kerana mudah patah semangat. Teruskan usaha sehingga anda bertemu jodoh.

4. Seimbangkan hidup anda dengan sempurna agar diri anda jadi seperti “magnet” yang menarik bakal pasangan anda kepada anda.

5. Daya tarikan yang sebenar berpusat di hati yang murni. Berusahalah untuk mencuci hati anda daripada semua perasaan yang negatif terhadap semua orang di dunia ini. 6. Agar mudah orang sayang, cuci hati dengan jaga ibadah, solat taubat, beristighfar, baca Al-Quran, maafkan orang lain, meminta maaf, bersedekah dan berfikiran positif.

7. Sayangi semua orang di sekitar anda dan anda akan menarik sayang terhadap anda. Jika anda membenci orang, ditakuti bakal pasangan anda akan membenci anda.

8. Orang yang sedang mencari pasangan harus sentiasa bersedia untuk bertemu dengan pasangannya pada bila-bila masa. Justeru, kita perlu sentiasa dalam keadaan yang paling menarik setiap masa. Tanggapan pertama adalah yang terpenting.

9. Untuk lelaki, tarikan pertama ialah pakaiannya. Untuk perempuan, wajah dan bentuk badan menjadi tarikan pertama. Sediakan diri untuk menawan bakal pasangan anda.

10. Buka hati dan minda anda untuk menerima cinta. Cinta boleh berputik pada bila-bila masa. Cinta mudah datang kepada mereka yang sentiasa bersedia untuk menerima cinta.

11. Cinta datang melalui mata lalu turun ke hati. Justeru, perhebatkan hubungan mata secara memandang bakal pasangan dengan penuh kasih sayang.

12. Kita boleh berkomunikasi melalui fikiran. Hantarlah kasih sayang dan hasrat murni anda terhadap pasangan dengan gelombang fikiran ini secara berterusan hingga berjaya.

13. Ramai yang terlepas peluang dan patah hati sebab lewat menyatakan hasrat kepada bakal pasangan. Perkara yang baik disegerakan (iaitu menyatakan perasaan anda kepada bakal pasangan).

14. Tidak salah untuk orang perempuan memulakan usaha untuk berkenalan. Orang lelaki akan sentiasa merasakan mereka yang memulakan perkenalan walaupun sebenarnya orang perempuan yang mulakan.

15. Berkomunikasi dengan mesra dan bersemangat menggunakan lidah, mata, hati dan bahasa badan. Elakkan bercakap sambil lewa atau kurang sopan terhadap bakal pasangan.

16. Berbual dengan pasangan mengenai apa yang dia suka. Beri tumpuan kepada minat dan perasaannya. Elakkan sibuk memberi tumpuan kepada diri sendiri.

17. Layan bakal pasangan dengan mesra seperti kawan lama walaupun baru berkenalan. Bentuk suasana keintiman dengan segera agar bakal pasangan rasa selesa.

18. Makin mudah kita menceritakan hal peribadi yang munasabah kepada bakal pasangan, semakin mudah dia menceritakan hal dirinya kepada kita.

19. Berdoa dan latih diri agar kita pandai mendampingi orang lain dan seronok untuk didampingi oleh orang lain. Buang perangai yang menyebabkan orang benci kepada kita.

20. Beri sayang untuk mendapat sayang. Orang yang masih ada perasaan benci terhadap sebarang orang boleh menyebabkan bakal pasangan benci atau tidak tertarik kepada kita. Justeru buang semua benci.

21. Untuk wanita, jangan jual mahal terhadap bakal pasangan. Tetapi, nyatakan dengan hikmah kepadanya yang anda amat sukar untuk berkenalan dengan lelaki lain.

22. Kebanyakan lelaki mudah tertarik kepada perempuan yang simple, tidak materialistik, mudah berterima kasih dan redha dengan setiap pemberian lelaki tersebut.

23. Orang perempuan mudah tertarik kepada lelaki yang memberi perhatian, penghargaan dan penghormatan kepada mereka. Justeru, orang lelaki janganlah terlalu jimat atau kedekut.

24. Orang lelaki perlu belajar mengenal kerenah orang perempuan. perasaan, pemikiran, kehendak, keperluan, kesukaan dan kebenciannya.

25. Elakkan memberi tumpuan kepada kelemahan dan kesilapan kecil yang ada pada bakal pasangan. Jangan sesekali mengutuk atau memalukan bakal pasangan.

26. Senyuman ikhlas, wajah yang menawan dan bahasa badan yang penuh kemesraan akan menambat lelaki terhadap wanita.

27. Orang mudah tertawan kepada bakal pasangan yang ada persamaan dan ada perbezaan sifat, tindakan dan minat. Terlalu banyak persamaan membosankan. Banyak sangat perbezaan menyesakkan.

28. Orang mudah tertarik kepada bakal pasangan yang ada sikap dan sifat yang saling mengimbangi dan melengkapkan sikap dan sifatnya.

29. Walaupun belum kenal rapat dengan bakal pasangan, nyatakan yang anda sering merasa atau berfikir seperti yang dia rasa atau fikir. Keserasian adalah tarikan.

30. Perempuan membentuk hubungan dengan berbual dan bercakap. Lelaki bentuk hubungan dengan melakukan sesuatu kegiatan secara bersama.

31. Orang mudah tertawan kepada bakal pasangan yang mempunyai persamaan daripada berbagai segi seperti kefahaman politik, aktiviti keagamaan, sikap terhadap harta, wang dan hobi.

32. Dua orang yang amat banyak perbezaan boleh serasi antara satu sama lain jika mempunyai satu atau dua persamaan yang mendalam seperti suka kepada kucing, suka melancong atau suka ramai anak.

33. Tindakan yang serentak akan menarik bakal pasangan terhadap anda. Contohnya, serentak berpaling, serentak angkat gelas, serentak berdiri, serentak nak ke tandas.

34. Tawan hati bakal pasangan dengan pamerkan emosi yang sama terhadap sesuatu kejadian atau peristiwa – sama-sama gembira, sedih, terperanjat, benci, simpati dan sebagainya.

35. Dua insan mudah serasi jika mempunyai pentafsiran yang sama mengenai hubungan – tahap keakraban, kebebasan, kebergantungan, pemberian, pengorbanan dan sebagainya.

36. Kenalpasti ciri-ciri yang disukai oleh bakal pasangan anda. Bentuk ciri-ciri yang disukai oleh bakal pasangan anda. Bentuk ciri-ciri ini dalam diri anda dan pamerkan kepadanya yang anda mempunyai ciri-ciri tersebut.

37. Semua orang mencari cinta sejati tanpa syarat. Bakal pasangan anda akan tertarik kepada anda jika anda mengasihinya bukan kerana wajah, harta, keturunan atau glamornya.

38. Bakal pasangan akan tertawan kepada anda jika anda dapat bantu mengukuhkan imej dirinya, rangsang semangatnya dan pupuk keyakinan dirinya.

39. Keikhlasan amat penting dalam memuji atau memotivasi bakal pasangan. Jika kita didapati bohong, dia akan terus menjauhkan diri daripada kita.

40. Pujian yang berhikmah dan ikhlas bertindak sebagai magnet yang menarik anda kepada bakal pasangan. Pujian daripada kawan baru lebih bermakna dan berkesan berbanding pujian daripada kawan lama.

41. Ulang sebut perkataan, ayat atau slogan yang digemari bakal pasangan anda. Ini menyebabkan dia rasa istimewa dan dihargai dan akan tertawan kepada anda.

42. Kenalpasti keistimewaan bakal pasangan anda yang orang lain tidak nampak. Sampaikan kehebatan ini dengan bersemangat dan dia akan mudah tertawan kepada anda.

43. Untuk bakal pasangan yang popular dan sering dipuji , cari pujian yang original untuk menambat hatinya. Untuk orang yang tidak popular, sebarang pujian amat dialukan dan dihargai.

44. Beri penghargaan serta merta kepada setiap pencapaian atau kejayaan bakal pasangan. Ini membelai dan melembutkan hatinya terhadap anda.

45. Jika bakal pasangan memuji anda, pamerkan keseronokan anda dengan senyuman dan ucapan terima kasih dan bersyukur. Dia akan rasa dihargai.

46. Cari keunikan, kelucuan atau ‘kegilaan’ bakal pasangan anda. Nyatakan yang anda suka kepadanya sebab keunikan tersebut. Ini buat dia rasa istimewa.

47. Ramai pasangan sengsara bila isteri terlalu cantik atau suami terlalu handsome. Justeru, cari bakal pasangan yang setara dan sepadan dengan kita.

48. Orang yang merasa dirinya hodoh sukar untuk mendapat pasangan. Carilah kecantikan yang ada pada anda dan bentuk keyakinan diri. Hati yang suci dan keyakinan yang tinggi menyerlahkan kecantikan anda.

49. Wanita mudah tertawan kepada lelaki yang gentleman – bersopan santun, suka membantu, menghormati wanita, berani dan yakin diri.

50. Untuk jadi lebih menawan, berterusan belajar, perbaiki perangai dan peribadi, baiki kemahiran komunikasi, murnikan hati, pemaaf dan sentiasa bersangka baik.

51. Lelaki harus mempamerkan sifat kelelakiannya di samping memasukkan sifat perempuan dalam dirinya seperti lebih prihatin, memahami emosi , timbang rasa, dan gunakan gerak batin.

52. Perempuan harus mempamerkan sifat kewanitaan disamping menghayati sifat lelaki seperti minat dalam politik, sukan, memancing, dan aktiviti macho yang lain. Bertindak bijak tapi, jangan terlalu bijak.

53. Untuk menambat hati wanita, kerap bertanya tentang perasaannya, aktiviti yang dijalankannya, kegemarannya, kebenciannya atau sebarang perkara yang berkaitan dengan emosi.

54. Sebelum benar-benar rapat, orang perempuan harus elakkan diri dari bertanya bakal pasangan mengenai perasaannya mengenai sesuatu perkara, peristiwa atau situasi.

55. Orang lelaki amat pantang bila bakal pasangan menempelak atau menunjukkan kesilapan atau kebodohan lelaki tersebut. Ini cara terbaik memutuskan hubungan.

56. Orang perempuan mudah tertawan kepada lelaki yang boleh mengaku salah, meminta maaf, meminta bantuan, bertolak ansur, pandai mendengar, bersabar dan lemah lembut terhadap wanita.

57. Bila bercakap dengan lelaki, orang perempuan harus fokus kepada fakta dan sampaikan secara ringkas. Penjelasan yang berjela-jela dan memasukkan unsur perasaan akan membunuh minat lelaki terhadapnya.

58. Jika orang perempuan marah, pujuklah dengan kasih sayang. Tanya kenapa dia marah, dengari dengan teliti dan jangan komen atau cuba beri nasihat. Orang perempuan mudah sayang pada lelaki yang pandai mendengar dan sensitif kepada perasaannya.

59. Jika lelaki marah, jangan sibuk nak tanya kenapa dia marah. Pamerkan kasih sayang dan bentuk suasana yang tenang. Doakan dia dan beri masa untuk dia merawat dirinya sendiri.

60. Fahami bahawa orang lelaki bercakap secara terus terang, ringkas dan objektif. Orang perempuan sering bercakap secara berlapik, terperinci dan banyak yang tersirat.

Pieces of My Heart... heee..

2010-04-15T22:15:00.004+08:00

Shall I listen to good happy songs or instead of thinking of something that makes me more older than myself?
So I choose to become more younger...
Oh I hate today...
oK ok.. I will smile like nothings happen..

Omg I am so nervous...
Tomorrow, my performance for 1 year will be out..
I am already 1 year with Astro??
Damn time runs so fast..
Am I good or bad performer?
Arghh.. Stop thinking that!!!
Chill out.. Relax...
Let the time show it all

I am totally agree of the quote that life is full of surprises. Yes, Life is just like gambling. It's totally depends on luck... If ur luck is good at all, than ur life would be better.. I not, U have to strives so hard just to get out from that range.. It is a fact at all.. For me, I just accept anythings happens sincerely, appreciate and thank for everything u have rite now with wide hearts open. Insyallah, good things will always shower you...

Oh yup..
I already promise to myself and to Edy (without him knowing at all.. no prob, he doesn't know my blog exist.. hah!!! :P) that I want to be a calmer, relax, rational, and more matured in all action that Im going to take. Being a positive person is the beginning.. Yeah, I know it.. My beloved parents especially mom always ask me to be a calmer person.. Edy also said the same thing to me ;p .. Then I realize it that maybe I should change. I will try my best in being the most calmest person as I could be by smiling, relax and always think positive even u r not.. Hahaha.. I am envy wit Rose.. She is so calm even in the hardest situation also she seems so relax. Mom says when u calm than the rational mind and positive answer will comes. I know.. I've already made an experiment and it is totally true!!! ok... So good luck in becoming a new me and toddles to the old me...
hoping that my prays will become true... hee...

Sweet...

2010-04-13T20:05:00.003+08:00

P/s
Life is Beautiful... :)

The Calm Feelings Of Me...

2010-04-13T11:50:00.005+08:00

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Can't Help Falling In Love By Elvis Presley

P/s

I am so in love with sunset's scenery

Then, I know...

The most happiest moment for me is to be at the a beautiful beach and watching sunset
I will be more better if it is at a higher cliff

Settle Up...

2010-04-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

I think my prob already resolved...

What I need rite now...

A good rest..
Good films to marathon...
A good chick flick novel to finish up..

Yess.. I am starting now...

Starting with marathon films
Go.. Go.. Go...

P/s
I am 'redha' already

I'm sorry..

2010-04-08T21:56:00.003+08:00

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan, Kebesaran dan kuasanya,

Bagi hambanya yang sabar, Dan tak kenal putus asa ...

~A Motivation To Myself~

Dear my friends,

I am so sorry if I'm just too quiet lately
Or maybe I am not that friendly
Or maybe I am not that happy go lucky as usual

I'm having tough days

I just need a time
A time to clarify every single things in my mind..
A time for an answer
A time for a decision
A time for the whole of it

P/s
Currently seeking a guidance from Allah SWT..
May Allah bless me in what ever decision I takes

What Happens To Me??!!!

2010-04-05T19:21:00.003+08:00

My head starts dizzy...
I just feel like I want to vomit
Omg what happens to me??
No mood ,no energy at all

Today is my another unlucky day for me
I forget to bring my wallet..
No money, no ic, no driving license....
Get a complaint by a customer..
My last month call accuracy is out today which is a disastrous result!!!
Get food poisoning this lunch hour just now..
I have to get a lift from my friend just to get home... (No money maa..)

My feelings totally empty at all
What will happen next??

I just want to cry....

Maybe I Need A Long Day Sleep...

2010-04-04T22:15:00.004+08:00

I am so restless
Feel so tired..
I don't know why..
I just don't want to see anyone
Deep inside my heart..
I just want to cry out loud
I wish I'm still on leave..
No passion, no energy, no motivation at all

Oh y I am so stupid?? Am I? Arghh...

All I need rite now maybe a long day sleep..
Then I will forget everything...

I wish I am at a beach rite now with a beautiful sunset T_T

P/s
I think I'm facing serious stress disease or in malay 'kemurungan' ...
:|

My Other Half..

2010-04-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

These Days...
No Sincere Smile,
No Sincere Laugh,
Not Sincere At All,
If it does It's All Fake!!!

I am losing my other 'half'
and I want it back!!!!

I never really feel like this...
It seems like I my life is not complete at all..

OMG what have I've done...
U just ruined everything khalilah...

~sigh~

sometimes I do hate myself...

P/s
I need to be positive and get ready for all consequences

Complete and Pending

2010-03-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

Things that I need to settle by this week:

Hunting bus ticket to Terengganu - Done
Booking flight ticket back to KL - Done
Get that so called promised watch for my sis - Done
Buy a mom's birthday pressie - Done
Updating my work's notepad - Done
Updating my work's notebook- In progress
Settle up all follow up cases - In progress
Settle billing adjustment for customers - In progress
Working for another five days - In progress
Updating songs for my mp3 - In progress
Buy Iphone - Totally canceled and postponed
Lost weight for 3kg - Impossible but I'll try ;p
Meet my sweetheart- 'In progress' maybe (Both of us are so bz!!!)
Get a new hairstyle - Totally x sempat
Sent my 'Toto' and blanket to dobi - Will try to find a suitable time

Oh gosh.. can't wait for my holidays...
I am so tired to the max and really need a sweet escape...
Counting my days to go home!!! and say bye bye to KL for a while
Here I come...

P/s
And then I realized these days I am such a busy person..
Congrats to me...

Membebel

2010-03-12T21:47:00.003+08:00

You Got Me from Colbie Caliat keeps playing in my head rite now..
Dah macam melekat pulak. Today is my off day.. Of course I am so damn bored like nobody business. Hurm.. Yup org suruh rehat aku plak bising bosan..
Maybe dh jadi lumrah kot aku mmg x boleh duduk diam. Boleh jadi gila.
Actually deep in my heart I am so so homesick..
If I have enough money, I want to quit my job, duduk umah pastu tunggu orang masuk minang.. hak hak hak... Mengong.. Itu pun kalau aku x bosan la.. Skali bosan jugak.. Abes la.. Then ,I realize that now I am to be just like my mom. Xboleh duduk diam.. Duduk diam rasa macam nk sakit pulak.

Kadang2 bila macam ni, memang terasa nk balik rumah. Why?
bcoz I hate to be alone..
Even rite now I am all alone.. Waa..

I am so tired these days.. homesick to the max i think..

P/s
Keje asik bz memanjang tapi x gak kurus2..
Lagi gemuk adala..
Huh

Gila Tough..

2010-03-10T01:44:00.002+08:00

Macam mana ni?
Macam mana ni?
Sy sangat konpius
Konpius dengan diri saya...
Ya Allah tetapkanlah pendirian hambamu ini
Berikanlah hambamu petunjuk
Amin...

PiEcEs oF Me.... TruLy, MaDLy, DeePLy....

:p

Silence

Nice :)

A Thousand Years

Bila Tidak Ada Sifat Menghargai...

For You

Long dress wanted!!

My mind is tired

Life Must Go On...

Graduate!!

Hi 2012..

Goodbye 2011.. Hello 2012

Cheaters

......

Back To Basic

Losing Weight

I am Malaysian

The day of all

My 26th birthday..

2 years n still moving

Moto GP 2011 in sepang

At last..

Haha

Hungry..

Messed up

Happy birthday Husna

Selamat Hari Raya 2011

Apa Salahku..

Smurf!!

Heee .. ;)

Shopping Mood and Hari Raya Preparation

Need A New Makeup Plss...

I Do Realize On Something...

The Moment I Dislike People

Happy Birthday Edy

Cry

Tentang Kamu

I Do - Colbie Caillat

Husna...

Butterfly in My Stomach

Dirimu Satu

We love movies!!!

Thank You...

They are here!!!

Unexpected ThingS That U Never Think...

Lalala

Happy 2011

Farewell..

Full House Cafe

Nona's Wedding..

I am 25...

Today , 17th of November 2010..

Domo Arigatou To All Frens, Families and also Mr E for Wishes+ Birthday Songs..No Celebration At All But Yet Really Meaningful To Me..Ketupat+Rendang+Lemang = The Best from All Cakes!!! :D

Masak- masak

Rainbow After Rain :)

Twinkle2 Shinning Star

OMG...

-KoSonG-

Bulan November..

Sweet..

Missing my Other Half..

Terrified

Soal Hati

10/10/10

Is it Because I am Older??

Gulpp!!!

If It's Love

Bz or Workaholic???

When is My Turn???

Salam Eid Mubarak 2010

Thinking Of Being Missing Person

Starting saying yes to all...

Michelle Branch - You Get Me

Outing...

Entri Yg Tergedik

First Day Of Sahur

How tO Increase It??

Berehat Sebentar..

It's Such A long Time...

Domo Arigatou To All Frens, Families and also Mr E for Wishes+ Birthday Songs..
No Celebration At All But Yet Really Meaningful To Me..
Ketupat+Rendang+Lemang = The Best from All Cakes!!! :D