Pieces of My Heart... heee..

Shall I listen to good happy songs or instead of thinking of something that makes me more older than myself?
So I choose to become more younger...
Oh I hate today...
oK ok.. I will smile like nothings happen..

Omg I am so nervous...
Tomorrow, my performance for 1 year will be out..
I am already 1 year with Astro??
Damn time runs so fast..
Am I good or bad performer?
Arghh.. Stop thinking that!!!
Chill out.. Relax...
Let the time show it all

I am totally agree of the quote that life is full of surprises. Yes, Life is just like gambling. It's totally depends on luck... If ur luck is good at all, than ur life would be better.. I not, U have to strives so hard just to get out from that range.. It is a fact at all.. For me, I just accept anythings happens sincerely, appreciate and thank for everything u have rite now with wide hearts open. Insyallah, good things will always shower you...

Oh yup..
I already promise to myself and to Edy (without him knowing at all.. no prob, he doesn't know my blog exist.. hah!!! :P) that I want to be a calmer, relax, rational, and more matured in all action that Im going to take. Being a positive person is the beginning.. Yeah, I know it.. My beloved parents especially mom always ask me to be a calmer person.. Edy also said the same thing to me ;p .. Then I realize it that maybe I should change. I will try my best in being the most calmest person as I could be by smiling, relax and always think positive even u r not.. Hahaha.. I am envy wit Rose.. She is so calm even in the hardest situation also she seems so relax. Mom says when u calm than the rational mind and positive answer will comes. I know.. I've already made an experiment and it is totally true!!! ok... So good luck in becoming a new me and toddles to the old me...
hoping that my prays will become true... hee...