Feeling down

For all the while and for all the excitement of handling a business.. Seriously im totally feel so down..

The situation which i most fear of happens already in front of my eyes..

Even it just a stupid or even an idiot msg at all.. Yet it is still from a first love that u ever known for the first time.

The feel is like u cant even smile sincerely at all!! Then automatically the whole body become so tired .. It just a frustrated atittuted that i cant really resist...

Sound stupid yup but as a woman.. When u already on a certain level at certain point.. U will nt able to handle this kind of 'things' anymore especially when u abt going to get married..

For me Enough is enough...