Yup it is complicated

Today is quite a relieve day!! Totally.. Its a long time im not going out with my frens like that..

Honestly.. I do feel so release...

All the pressures hv been pull out ! Thank u andy, suha, nina n kak pah!

Im truly blessed when all of u drag me outjust now...

A quote hv been conclude from my gath just now

" if u truly or really love someone.. Whenever u hate.. Whenever this person is truly not satisfied u .. nor not being as perfect person as u want... U still need his/ her as part of ur life ..."

For the fact whether u realize or not.. u are accepting him or her just the way he/ she is.. That is the true meaning of a true love..

Maybe peoples look this as a crazy things.. But the points is even tht love looks crazy for u but the most important things tht 2 persons need to be in love n understand with each other and having a sincere heart.. Whether it looks crazy for u or not. That will b enough for u..

Wht i hv noted for me:

I know maybe he is not a perfect guy from other peoples eyes.. Too much defect.. Too much drama.. Too much lies..

But for me he is part of my life now.. Even tough u know the hurt things more than good things.. If let say it is true, I do believe n hope tht he will realize by stop lying n change for a good person one day.. That will be just enough for me.. Watever people said, I still love him sincerely as the way he is as im not searching for a mr perfect, but im searching for a perfect person for me..

Praying to Allah that I hope this will be my last search for me n this is my true love that i keep finding for the rest of my life which is last till the end of my breath..

The end