Despair

Have u ever feel despair?

I am facing rite now

I know it is not good being like this during confinment

But what can I do?

Rumors... it is true during confinment, emotional will be a down..

Yup currently im feeling like im losing my hope..

Feel like such a loser

Feel like hating myself

I miss the old me..

The ambitious girl, success, and will get watever her want..

Never fail..

But now?

I am nothing... 

Just an ordinary person without any specialty anymore

Stuck in call centre for 4 years pluss

Hmm... 

Only firoos makes me happy now