When You Feel You Are Not Needed At All...

Sometimes I am feeling awkward, hatred, confused and etc...
I don't know why..
It comes to me just like that...
I just feels that I am not been needed at all
I just needed if I need to be there..
Am I that stupid and too straight??
Huhuhuhu... I know the reality of the world
My mom always said that life's out there is not so sweet at all...
But how come??
I always look up my life as part of movies which is everyone seem so good and nice..
I always look up that this world is full of honest people...

Why can't I accept the fact at all??

And suddenly I realized that....
It is hurts actually to feel that you're not needed at all and peoples seems you as a person which is not independent...
(I am an independent person ok... Every matters I settled it by myself!!!!)
I think maybe bcoz of my looks kot... Urghh!!! Riak muka yg x menyakinkan...
Plus, it is totally frustrated when the time that u want to contribute something, He/ she is more comfort with other peoples rather than yourself..
aRGHH... It is sOo!!!....Hurm.. I have no more words to describe it at all