An empty feeling...

I am trying to be the most understanding person in the world
But yet the emotional part is damn opposite at all
I've try to cover it up but I know I am a bad actor..
I lies but I can't pretend...

Yup, the truth is I am so sad rite now.
I am so sorry for being too emotional.
I just don't know how to react normal.
I am so sorry if u feels that I am not an understanding person.

Argh.. I just feel so stupid..
I am trying not to be a selfish person at all but why my feeling hurts so much???
Huh..
I'm out from here...


P/s
I think I just want to empty my mind. Full stop.
But can I?? Arghh!!!