aKU yang Gemuk Balik....

Arghhh... That's the thing rite now... I can't even stop eating... Dammm.... Aku dah terasa badan aku berat balik.. Spatunya bulan puasa aku lagi kurus ni tak lak.. lagi selera ada la... wah stress nya... even skang pun aku terasa nk kunyah something... adeh... well FYI, kalo aku gemuk maksudnya aku stress keje sbb faktor ini menyebabkan aku nak makan dan makan... Malam ni me and my other friends dh decide xnak pikir ape2 pasal assignments. Setelah berhempas pulas mcm org gila. Tapi tu la tu even I xnak pikir tapi deep inside my heart asyik terpikir jugak... haish... Today, the day is a hot day... Sangat2 panas ok sampai aku jadi ngantuk yang amat amat. Haiyaa... Yang kelakarnya disebabkan panas sgt boleh lak aku nk tido depan pak ayob time dia tgh bercakap tghari tadi ... Dah la dia depan mata aku je.. Macam x hebat lak kan.. ekekeke... nasib x kena ketuk.... buruk perangai toll...

Actually I'm feeling so nervous about my TV directing project... So and so nervous... I wonder how? Hmmm.. I need to well plan.. Haish pikir pasal keje lagi... Stop2!!! Need to think about myself... Rest ok just rest... But ... I just can't!!!!! Hmmm... Well I'm glad that I'm surrounding with busy situation even tough I know its makes me so stress up!!! I rather to be in this situation daripada meratapi hidupku yang kadang kala terasa kosong gak ni... I'm glad I have my frens surrounding me all the times... Kalo x mesti aku akan jadi lebih gila and feels my life is so damn empty.. Lebih empty dari yg sepatutnya... Serius aku tatau ape yang akan jadi kalo diorg xde in my life... Gosh!!!

Emptiness is so in me , especially after what happens to me before. It's totally change me.. Yup.. Nowadays, I'm totally depends on nescafe or coffee to get my self confidence... It's totally works on me.. I'm more confident than ever malah terover hyper kot... hahaha.. But when the effects of the coffee or nescafe is over.. You'll see me as a emotionless girl.. Jalan menonong xpandang org, pendiam, and so on la.. Of course maa.. I'm totally tired!!! Sorry guys... kawan2 gue slalu bising kalo aku jadi mcm tu... Nak buat mcm mana.. wuwuwu... Mcam ambik dadah lak aku... hahaha... Hmm..
I will get better in time.. Really working out to get myself back... Really.. really.. working out!!!! Trying my best!!!

Ape2 pun aku akan sedaya upaya control aku punya pemakanan yang kian berleluasa ni.. Klao dibiarkan org tak kenal aku lak nnti.. adeh.. hahaha...