Yours Truly....

Smalam merangkap 24hb Oktober.. apsal ntah semua org tetiba jadi sepi dan serabut... dan ntah kenapa aku pun tatau... sampai tetiba lak aku pun jadi tersepi kejap.. haish.. x sukanya aku mcm ni... kalo boleh aku nk elak jauh2 dh perasaan mcm ni.. tp dia terdatang jugak... huhuhuhu... pasrah...

The truly heart says...
deep in my heart, i just kinda tired... too tired with all the things which happens to me... but at this point of time, "silence is golden" is the best word or phrase which i hold on rite now... yup.... patience is all about.. I really can't wait and excited to finish my studies and starting a new life... yes, a really new life... aku nk tggalkan semuanya ni...why? bcoz i just hate pretender, tired sbb asik nk kena jaga hati org lain but other peoples are not even care less about my heart or feelings anyway, sick with all the lies or even liars, org asyik pijak kepala and etc... Yeah, I know it will be more worse when I'm entering into the jobs field anyway... I just know that... and I know that I have to face with this kind of peoples sampai mati.... Just because I'm like this... hmm... whateverlah!!! apa2 pun, I just want to leave all the past behind. Besides, I'm not an important person to anyone.. Tiada lagi kepentingan... So lebih baik aku mulakan langkah... What happened in past will stay in past and I'll say hello to the new life....

The truly fact are...
Yeah... I'm really a stubborn girl tanpa disedari and mempunyai ego di tahap yg tinggi nk mampus if there's someone who have made something which really makes me losing my faith or my goodness has been spoiled... susah mau jadi mcm dulu.. susah sgt2... ohh.. there are peoples call me 'lalang'... but it doesn't means that i don't have my own pendirian dlm memajukan diri... and it doesn't mean that i don't have a self respect from other persons....

The truly emotion rite now:
-I just miss the moments on the old days... not in degree mode... degree are my years of suffering psychically and mentally... I have doing a lot of crying, heartbreaking,suffering and so on... personally and academically ... But I'm really glad it will be ended soon...
- I just miss my old best friend of mine.. Dian.. We are not seeing each other nearly for 6 years... Dian, tlg bawak lari aku gi UK!!!! plzzz.. hehehe...


p/s tetiba lak aku revealkan the truly of emotions of me kan... hehe...actually aku xmo sbb menurut my bro en.mellow... dia pernah cakap dkat aku even kita menderita skalipun, biar la org igt kita happy je mcm xde masalah yg happen pada kita... tp kan bro, tu la tu... slalu happy and senyum tu mmg dh slalu sgt dah adikmu ni praktik... tp ntahlah tetiba lak hari ni jadi penat lak...Penat dgn segala2nya.... anyway credits to my bro sbb dh byk ajar ttg kehidupan ni.. kamu byk sedarkan aku ttg erti syukur, bagi aku menjadi kuat, kuat utk mengharungi hidup di saat2 aku paling down... yup... kamu byk menyedarkanku tanpa kamu sedari... thanks a lot bro...

The truly me... Yup.. Im too tired!!!!!