Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Entri yg bertukar jadi emosional... Incredible Hulk... Arghh!!!!

Sleepy ..
Sleepy...
Sleepy...

Gosh My Heart Is NOT here already...
Where it goes?
Ohh there are you...
Flying home already...
Wait for me ok...

What Hari Raya means to me?
For me it means a glorious day for Muslims after 1 month fasting from all things includes foods and also behavior
But this year it is the most meaningful raya for me
Celebrate Eid as a working person and moreover no more 'angpow'...
It is time for me to give 'angpow' ..
Stress but for me its fun
Giving some money and see all the happy faces


Suddenly, I feel proud to myself
Yeah proud... Why??
Well there is a person who mmg mencabar kesabaran aku di bulan mulia ni
Hmmm.... Dh terkurang pahala aku bulan puasa
I don't care...
I just feel piss off when my mom said there is a person named well I just named his/ her as SI POLAN who loves to critizise me kaw2
Secret admirer dlam diam k...
Hmm how do I start huh?
Actually my mom keeps this secret all a way from me just to make sure I don't piss off
And yet my mom just like me can't tahan anymore sbb dia yg piss off lebih2
(my mom lagi samseng daripada aku kot)
So she tercerita la dkat aku ...
(Geram punya pasal)
My mom keep this secret for almost one year

Fuhh....
You know what?

These are certain statement which makes me mcm nk cekik2 je..

1)Si POLAN claim that my job is a useless job and told that I just work as Operator tepon je....
2)SI POLAN also claim that I will NEVER get my job when I was during my training session
3)SI POLAN claim I am not beautiful enough and for SURE I will never get my job....
4)SI POLAN said so many things to my mom about me and critics me like AF judges..
Kalah Adlin Aman Ramli
(Logik leh gak aku terima... Ni x logik kot)
5)and when I got my job That POLAN said it's ok if I have a job because at least I have a job...
(with annoying tone)
Argh!!!!

And That POLAN makes me want to say this:


Eh hello...
Fyi, I am working as "Customer Service Executive" ok not operator tepon
Nak masuk pun macam cerita Apprentice ok....
Nama pun Apprentice Project...
so don't think it easy for you to be at my place...

SI POLAN also claim that I will NEVER get my job when I was during my training session
SI POLAN claim I am not beautiful enough and for SURE I will never get my job....
Wah2 suka hati kutuk aku.... ARE you Miss World or something???
Yeah I am not beautiful but at least I am working on something super duper hard
and I bukannya people yg MENUNGGU TUAH DATANG DARI LANGIT..
This is my own hardwork ok....
You know what Beauty without brain is USELESS ok??Pls learn something....

O h ya....
Fyi, I am able to give money and celebrate raya without asking money anymore from my parents
What an achievement!!!!!

U know what....
I don't bother anymore what peoples going to say
I don't mind if people said I just waste my talent
I don't give a damm if people see my job as useless job
(biar nampak low profile kan bagus...)
Keje glamor pun duit tadak wat pe?

At least
I XSUKA JAGA TEPI KAIN ORG !!!! KALO YE PUN X DELA SAMPAI NK KRITIK HIDUP ORG KAW2 MCM DIRI SENDIRI BAGUS KAN... TU NAMANYA DENGKI!!!!!! Ohya .. pls cari keje bermanfaat sket leh??

Fuhh... Lega sikit....




p/s Pls ignore the "Riak" behavior... I just so piss off... Kadang2 low profile pun org pandang kita hina gila...
By the way SO sORRY ...
Tecemar kemuliaan bulan puasa...


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