This Current Few Days....

My interview at TV3 currently being postponed again. My ex procuder is MC today. The interview will be have on this coming Tuesday... Arghh!! Im so nervous.... Hope the best for me.. January will be the starting of my new life if I'll being accept by them....This current few days I'm so busy with the resume thingy and so on...There are lots of works to do.. Masuk hari ni dh dua hari aku asik travel menghantar resume aku di merata tempat jugak la... itu belum msuk hari preparation ngan beli kertas dh habis la... envolope la... mcm2 la... Seriously restless..

Rupanya mcm ni perasaan org cari keje... Penat... huhuhuhuhu...
Itu baru cari keje punya hal... blom lagi hal nk mencari tempat umah baru... adeh la... satu pasal gak tu.. Penat gak lak dari retue asik mensurvey umah kosong mana2... siap buat iklan dkat facebook.. kata nk umah kosong... hahaha.... Hopefully dapat la umah nanti....amin..

Byk btol bnda yg harus di sttle sampai nk rehat pun mcm x sempat... Hajat aku nk pulang ke rumah pun mcm terbantut je... Nak balik bila pun aku tatau... Actually sepatutnya aku patut ada dkat umah skang... Mak aku kol retue ckp nk wat@ bli kek besday utk aku nk sambut besday aku ke 23... Tapi malangnya, aku xleh blik sbb mak aku suruh setel dulu ape yg patut sblom aku balik... Mcm x sebak and sedih plak aku dgr... Besday aku yg sepatutnya tahun ni aku sambut dgn keluarga aku akhirnya terpaksa aku sambut sekali lagi di Shah Alam... Dh lama gila aku xsambut besday aku ngan family... Its like years kot... Rasa heartbroken gila deep inside me after knowing my mom's plan for my 23rd birthday.. bUT at last cancel just to let me settle my things here... Damm!!!! I feel like I want to crying out loudly for not being with them rite now... Sob.. Sob.. So here I am again ... birthday in Shah Alam...(mcm nk hntuk je kepala)

These days are my days with maggi,milo, tea and that square biscuits... hahaha... gigih x? walaupun aku tau ini bukanlah diet yg seimbang dan bagus utk tubuh badan.. Kadang2 sesetengah situasi memerlukan kita utk melakukan bnda yg xbagus ni... Hopefully all the hardship, challenges, and sacrifices will be worth it someday... aminn... Alangkah bestnya kalo saat ni aku ada dkat umah skang... Makan masakan mak..Ehehehe... Dugaan..dugaann....

*Tetiba lak rasa sedih*

I am so missing my home rite now...

Dear Nona and Rose....
Thanks for always be there in these few weeks...
~by always taking a good care of me masa I'm sad and sick...
~supporting and helping me almost everytime especially for that kids prog project... Thank god!!

u guys are always be with me everytime when I missed my family even for this moment...
Both of u is like a family for me maybe because the real umah kita masing2 jauh dan bila balik kelas atau mana2 pun asik muka kita 3 org je yg lepak dkat ruang tamu tu or even yg ada dkat umah tu...
Mcm pelik sbb ada org kata asik kita bertiga org je... Yg walhal pada realitinya semmgnya asik kita 3 org je yg ada dan xdapat nk dielakkan situasi ni... hmm.. ntahla.. tatau nk ckp ape dah.. whateverpun..Hope our friendship will be lasting eventough if we are not in the same house anymore in the future.

Credits for ina tooo...
Thanks for always giving support at me and setia mendengar segala keluhan aku...
Thanks sbb bagi aku ubat and jaga aku dari minum nescafe di saat aku terkena bahananya dulu..
Thanks sbb slalu jadi peneman aku sampai 4@5pagi buat skrip and segala bnda alah lagi aku edit and wat smbil ko lak ngan assignment ko... uhuhuhuhu..

So do with other frens... (xlarat mau snarai semua.. maapkan gue)
thank You too for everything or anything which u have done for me at these current few weeks whether its good or bad...
May Allah bless u... Amin...
Semoga kebaikan dibalas dengan kebaikan dan kejahatan itu di antara dia dan Allah Swt...

Sorry If this entry is seem unfair for certain peoples but these peoples which I mentions above are always there with me di saat aku memerlukan family aku terutamanya sekarang... I can't imagine how my life could be when they are not here with me di saat aku mengalami masalah homesick yg terover dose ni... Yup tambah2 dgn keadaan dan situasi skrg yg memerlukan aku kuat dari segi mental dan fizikal ni... Maaf skali lagi...

Yup I'm playful but secretive... I'm laugh and I'm smile but not everyone knows what is being inside me...

Yer aku anak sulung yg manja? So what? Ada masalah ker??
Mak, abah, adik and chah... org rindu korg semua.. :'(